05-02-2016, 05:31 PM
'DC' last night, interesting one for a change, riding on the back of something that happened recently; scenario, very like watching a Britfilm on Film4, long 'do', started in a school hall/assembly situation, various ribald interractions, slunk-off with a couple of friends, more interludes; found myself in the loos, a cubicle with a hole in the wall knocked-thru (Austin Powers taking a dump?), slunk thru' the hole, into the same environment - like an annex to the loos, shower-room type? Fella/friend in there minding his own business. There's a sink/pissoir half-hanging off the wall, spewing water; I take a piss, and the clip of me looking down and taking a piss is very clear; there's something of a sense of urgency to finish it off as the other person says something like "Quick - someone's coming", and I wake with the urge to wee. As I'd trotted downstairs in realworld, I noticed that familiar sudden sense of hunger for some quick snack - I used to get this when I was being tortured alot, and I don't think it was just the fact that I'd been zombie-walking for 6-12hrs in just short of agony, it's surely an effect of intensive radio-frek transmissions - and the 'EM hiss' to a focal point of side, middle right, just in front of the top of the ear was intense/loud indeed. I have something of a notion that the 'swirl' of mushy 'dc's over the last few days have included along the lines of reading thru' the tv guide and seeing a prog/film I wanted to see, and that this 'film' dream choreography, 'cos it was quite long. So, I think psychologically, the 'school' bit engenders a sense of background discipline/authority there - to have a laugh & joke you have to be fairly surreptitious; that idea of being in a hidden space plays to this; the focus on flowing water, the detailed & specific shot of me weeing; that "Quick" to get it finished, all plays to an attempt to have me piss the bed. There was an element of 'pirouetting' as I'd turned to get that "Quick"/urgent, message.
It's very similar to something that happened a month ago at the pub; I'd been chatting to someone, who'd gone (-loo) and the conversation following was on how the loo's and the place dosn't stink of piss anymore like it apparently used to do, before it was semi-refurb'ed. Quarter hour later, I'd trotted-off to the bog, and had a chuckle as I thought of a joke (I hate laughing at my own jokes, but sadly, it donsnt stop me); as I'd come back, I'd quipped "Well, it sure does stink of piss now" with a wall-to-wall pirouette in my minds eye. A semi interesting standard thing about the shitehounds, is that whenever I find something funny, 9 out of 10 times, I'll get mic auditory 'clicks' or a neuralgic or two to curb the mirth, and I got it then - or I'd sensed something from the shitehounds in response, I don't recall precisely. But they were 'there'; mirth, such as that where giggles & sniggers ensue, are an in-bold, caps & underlining of the trauma/schiz program having failed of course, and they don't fucking like that, being pathologically insane, gurning arseholes.
As it happens, I'd mused a while on why they haven't played precisely this sort of cupid stunt before - pissing myself in my sleep, and another thing that I ponder over, is deja vu, for instance, that sense of having had that 'dc' billed before, if that actually was on a previous day, or whether it was preceded by a deja vu-type effect. Answers on a postcard.
It's very similar to something that happened a month ago at the pub; I'd been chatting to someone, who'd gone (-loo) and the conversation following was on how the loo's and the place dosn't stink of piss anymore like it apparently used to do, before it was semi-refurb'ed. Quarter hour later, I'd trotted-off to the bog, and had a chuckle as I thought of a joke (I hate laughing at my own jokes, but sadly, it donsnt stop me); as I'd come back, I'd quipped "Well, it sure does stink of piss now" with a wall-to-wall pirouette in my minds eye. A semi interesting standard thing about the shitehounds, is that whenever I find something funny, 9 out of 10 times, I'll get mic auditory 'clicks' or a neuralgic or two to curb the mirth, and I got it then - or I'd sensed something from the shitehounds in response, I don't recall precisely. But they were 'there'; mirth, such as that where giggles & sniggers ensue, are an in-bold, caps & underlining of the trauma/schiz program having failed of course, and they don't fucking like that, being pathologically insane, gurning arseholes.
As it happens, I'd mused a while on why they haven't played precisely this sort of cupid stunt before - pissing myself in my sleep, and another thing that I ponder over, is deja vu, for instance, that sense of having had that 'dc' billed before, if that actually was on a previous day, or whether it was preceded by a deja vu-type effect. Answers on a postcard.
Martin Luther King - "Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere."
Albert Camus - "The only way to deal with an unfree world is to become so absolutely free that your very existence is an act of rebellion".
Douglas MacArthur — "Whoever said the pen is mightier than the sword obviously never encountered automatic weapons."
Albert Camus - "Nothing is more despicable than respect based on fear."
Albert Camus - "The only way to deal with an unfree world is to become so absolutely free that your very existence is an act of rebellion".
Douglas MacArthur — "Whoever said the pen is mightier than the sword obviously never encountered automatic weapons."
Albert Camus - "Nothing is more despicable than respect based on fear."