01-04-2016, 04:47 PM
(This post was last modified: 02-04-2016, 03:45 PM by Michael Barwell.)
Here's a windy line or two for the sentiments; there's a few fresh nuggets of memory in there:
Responsibility - a brief account of Monarch programming, trauma-based mind control, techniques & technologies: <Aug2011-31Mar'16
The "kill(ed) not capture(d)" operation was a setup before I had the slightest inkling, a techniques & technologies demonstration, & the exercising of a broader conspiracy (I hate that term, but they do happen), to train 'V-manner', to send a msg more widely. In >2008, 'Ben', a 'cyber-buddy' (Lockmat/Lockmat666/'Ben Everhart') told me that he had access to Googles secure database & that he liked "to burn whores"; neither of these things had any resonance with me, but turned-out subsequently to be telling, by the references. His great friend, was a Fin named Sippo Kähmi/'Shok Teenik'. Psychological manipulations, landline 'hi-jacking', cyber techniques & computer hacking, as well as direct mind influencing & manipulations were all used to secure the 'status' that I've had thousands of references to in all forms, of my having been "burnt". What began with all the appearence of a few 'hackers', has become what I now assume to be multi-state 'actors' (certainly British blackstate & almost certainly US, & by ref, Canadian). It seems to be heavy on the element of a state-resourced 'V'/'Anonymous' attack, likely as an outsourced tasking of the UK/US blackstate 'security'/military apparachik machine, which has filtered into/subordinated civic policing. This is not tho' a case of Childe Roland - "I never saw a brute I hated so; He must be wicked to deserve such pain", that the tortured therefore deserve' it, this is rather very much an overtly aggressive blackstate torture-murder 'program'. I've done nothing - nothing, to 'deserve' this, convenience is all & convenience they had; it's a black-on-black affair & is absolutely in the direct mould of the grossest of the excesses of Nazi scientific experimentation on the human subject - the testing to destruction of the subject/'victim' of new technologies & materials, & the expanding of existing destructive psychological techniques that those things present the opportunity for; the 'attack' is a multi-faceted synthesis of techniques & technologies that at a minimal level are only now slowly being mooted in the public sphere (direct radio-frequency mind 'control; & DARPA brain chips & nano-tech; microwave dosimetry, the brain-to-brain- & brain-machine interfaces & behavioural sets will soon be in the public sphere, I'm sure). I'd guess that these technologies have been in combination for perhaps 10yrs, in the workaday form for the pleasure of the aptly trained monkeys that are the 'influence technicians' (actual torturers) that I've had to contend with 24/7/52/+4 in my own home. (Not long at all after I started giving 'them' the verbals back, this article, actually in the i-paper turned-up - http://www.independent.ie/life/health-we...56726.html - it's a remarkably cathartic exercise, and well-aimed).
The first that I knew that this was a much 'deeper' 'program' than a couple/few hackers & trolls, was when I began waking too early, for 4-6wks, each day precisely to the sound of sirens being activated outside my flat, c.>Aug2011, and carhorns to a rhythm/tune I'd tap-out via gunfire whilst in-game on occaision. Alot of other things began happening that were very much out of kilter with the 'ordinary' before this date. My upstairs neighbour began tracking/following me around my own flat (with heavy footfalls, stamping & doorslams), and there began what became 10's/100's of thousands of sudden noises, coincident with the ordinary motions of living & to various scenes, words & phrases on the radio/tv/music - popping a spoonful of coffee in the cup was popular, just one of very many; a few years later, leafing thru' a book on schizophrenia on a hunch, I was able to see precisely what these noises were - 'apophenics' & 'pareidolia' ("the tendency to find meaningful patterns in meaningless noise"), towards 'ideas of reference' ("the phenomenon of an individual's experiencing innocuous events or mere coincidences and believing they have strong personal significance."). They ease you into these things, as with all their techniques, so as not to be obvious, but even when they are, and they keep happening hundreds & thousands of times/day, in the absence of explanation/cause, they can take a toll, not least in that you know you're being watched in detail & clearly by many ppl - "We know you better than you know yourself", No.18 there, fellating their own egos; when they start to happen to thought patterns and whilst reading - with or without subvocalising, and to pictures on tv or in print, things get a bit odder. Four years on & I now strongly suspect (I had initial suspicions in c.mid2012, but without knowing a term for it; in the early days of trying to find terminologies, the tv would chirp-up about "making-up new words is a sign of mental illness", a fairly poor mindgame there) that this is due to a cortical modem 'effect', or precisely that, device(s)/materials inside my head & elsewhere, & presumably, from what I gather from reading about 'targeted individuals' TI's, including RFID/triangulation & a torture implant & backups; I'd expect that on the basis that 'you' don't half torture-murder, that there's millimetre wave surveillance also ("We like to watch you walking thru' town, naked"). This eyes-&-ears- on at all times ("awake - constant; asleep - every 15mins") is not just neighbours - they get the feed/instructions/timing from Gestapo-central, but at a minimum including hundreds of meters away (in N-u-T, they'd say "in Middlesbrough") - carhorns & etc. apophenics, & perhaps in the US & etc. - if you can on-line game in realtime intercontinentally, then this stands to reason, very many 'US'-related refs. The conclusion that they're inside my head was based on a steadily increasing number of obvious incidences (they double- & triple-'whammy' by putting one of their refs on tv, pop something into your head, reference that overtly, then ref it yet again so that it creates an illusional 'evidence'; they're topsy-turvy in their diahorrea). From a 'strange time' preceding Aug2011, of odd coincidences & I now know dream choreographies & other mind effects, the psychological attack expanded from nudges & whispers to become intrusively invasive & working to a prescribed scheme, very much involving the 'operators' self-nominating as "malevolent gods", "witches" & "dragons"; basically, it's a multi-stresser, fear 'training', traumatising & schiz 'training'; referenced death threats & those methods of-, & psychological 'moulding'; "thirst" was where it seemed to start) & intended to create a profound sense of paranoia with it. The ultimate goal is to completely destroy 'you', mentally then physically, presumably in a way that it amuses them to witness (what are the recent train suicide stats?). They do this thru' stress & anxiety indoctrination & overloading, intended ultimately to be triggerable on cue/ref, trauma-based mind control (some of this is here - DYNAMICS OF ANXIETY AND HYSTERIA 1958 Feb 15; http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2027467/ & Ch4 Cruel Britannia), the curing of addictive behaviour in reverse (they're also quite happy for you to "run", like dogs do - for the chase & tech exercise; "The whole world, with a begging bowl"), & thru' accusations - de facto in their genuinely deranged minds, of anything & literally everything, & indoctrinated 'guilt' acting as an accelerator/magnifier; being watched & ref'ed, stalked in real- & their "Matrix" world of 'distance' & 'contact' Zersetzung, by the appearence of very many ppl (apparently, tho' there's AI bots in the mix, ref'ing/manipulating to tv) all day, with the thousands of refs from many sources certainly raises the stress/anxiety levels, but their 'guilt' refs actually act as a distraction (it's very much a part of the technique to confuse the victim as to 'their' moral position, so they're very contradictory, which came across to me as "but you're talking shit & not making any sense", easy, for gobshites; they have a narrative thread of being "doctors" & "teachers", so they 'cure disease' & 'reform with death', I used to get very many "Death is peaceful"-type refs, & then the tv would substitute "rope" or "pills") as I have virtually nothing at all in this life to be or feel guilty for - I'm socially-minded & law-abiding by nature & culture, & so, despite the sharp pain to the side of my head at last writing here 'guilt', they're wasting their time, regardless of my getting these refs (very Pavlovian) up to literally thousands of times per day for 4.5yrs so far - and also in my sleep with their dream choreographies - their "Join ISIL", "It's your fate" of the last 2yrs indoctrinations are just so much horseshit for a drinking, smoking, athiest who likes old buildings - it's very big on their 'shitbucketlist' tho', to retrospectively prove that they were right all along, but everything they say & have ever said is total shit; "You've been framed", only in their cyber-Matrixbollocks fantasy world of fabricated precrime to a plan, by pathologically insane poltroons; "Socially acceptable psychopaths", they say, & "We've had too many ppl on this for too long to let it drop now"; they had alot to hide.
That the direct, vocalised, voices inside my head were the snearing, goading voices of what had the appearence of being teenagers, hardly fitted the "malevolent gods" label was obvious (I'd txted the i-'paper in c.mid2012 saying I was under an 'EM' attack, electromagnetic - science, not 'gods'); moreover, to a question asked, along the lines of "Do you think... killing one person... for the greater good?", when I'd replied that that was a philosophical question of which I had no knowledge or prior thinking, that the only thing I could reply was that "..some Roman fella had said 'It's better to let a guilty man go free, than to punish an innocent one'", the snorting, mocking guffaws spoke volumes of the type of people these were, & it's an important point this, that, adopting one of their reference sources, from Alice in Wonderland, it was a case of the sentence had already been passed, "Sentence first - verdict afterwards.", & the 'evidence' to follow, with another of their fairly frequent refs being "never went to court/trial", whilst "law" & "justice" were at least at one time very frequent refs (this is their 'tack' of establishing a de facto state of affairs, a done deal, which I reject entirely; they use the pages of the statutory law as toilet paper & with total contempt - "Very Backstage", illegitimate & devoid of authority; it's an interesting one that they say "never went to court/trial" so regularly, not only is there no evidence, but they're afraid of what'll come out, so they indoctrinate me into their totalitarian police state Gestapo-fantasyland; I had a 'click' there to my left ear, microwave auditory effect, because they consider themselves elevated, just like common Nazis did & still do; along the same line, I get "Gandhi" alot, because they put it about- & like ppl to think, that they're non-violent, but they're anything but - they torture-murder for fun, putting ppl under a magnifying glass to 'burn' them in detail, close-up (called/termed 'wrestling'), that is who & what they are & do, & as 'Ben' had asked me, "Would you rather have $10,000, or the ability to control bees?" - it's all about manipulating those bees to the will of their sleight-of-handing masters with PR (Narrative Networks) & individuation, even if they don't know it (BBC3 recently showed a prog on cyber-bullies who goad ppl, usually girls, to suicide & then taunt the parents with FB posts & the like - same ppl, perhaps the very same people, it's the same tactics, same objective, same pathological insanity, same calculated relentless cruelty; 'Ben' boasts of having over 70 people laid low; they're all in competition - for the win, murder by suicide via the cortical modem effect & identifying easy targets - convenience is all). To those of you in the know, you have to ask yourselves what it is that publicaly makes Britain a 1st-world nation, what the values are that we're supposed to hold in high regard - it's the practice & recognition of the higher & orthodox protocols of statute, not the shits an' kicks of Oscar Dirlewanger & his merry band of pseudo-psychic "Totenkopfverbände" (their self-ref) psychopathic Einsatzgruppen intoxicated murderers (book 'New Spymasters' mentions this tech-intoxication several times, & the 'Death Star' - many 'Star Wars' refs).
I rapidly became more aware of the scientific (not 'gods','ghosts' or 'witches') capabilities of the attack - to be intrusive is to be overt, and if the "malevolent gods" bit dosn't 'take', it's there, writ large to see, & they can't help but flaunt themselves, they're massively vain & hubristic attention-seekers; walking in N-u-T one day, Clayton St., the vocalised sentence, 'shouted' (hi-power transmission) "You're/I'm being followed" direct into my mind (I get very loud carhorns going-off in my ear/head thru' my pillow as I'm dropping-off to sleep with increasing frequency, percieved, not actual sound). I'd had various notions of ppl with white earphones being along any route I took, standing in doorways, sort of excitably 'radiating' themselves, but I wasn't in the paranoiac state that was the intention, otherwise I'd not've been casually browsing thru' charity shops for books (there's possibly something here to do with i-'phones - search term- 'NSA zombies'; when I'd pointed this out 'to the walls' in N-u-T, my neighbour in the flat above had stomped very quickly & loudly on her floor in reference - ppl use white headphones, if I'm paranoid about ppl using white headphones, mores to the good as regards this attack; she was very similar looking to Rita Chakarabarty; I'm alleging the attack involves pseudo-ELF pulse-modulated radio signals that mimic precisely the brains ordinary function, & I suppose logically, that by extension, the recent spat between the FBI & Apple is entirely falsified as a cover - simply, i-'phones carry these signals, as they all do, but that it's the platform of choice for the capability. I've had refs to IFF & 'pipsqueak'; I remember one time walking thru' Darlington, passing from behind a lad with white 'phones, and as I'd got close, he'd suddenly jumped/'started' - & at 4:19pm 2-Mar-'16 there precisely, a siren just went-off to that last point, this sort of thing tends to confirm my suspicians that quite literally, my mind, a/v senses & biorhythms have been put online in a live stream (the attacks are lupine; when I'm showing stress symptoms the 'EM hiss'/tinnitus/radio-freq reception noise gets very much louder; this may be that the number of ppl logged-on increases; it's certainly used as a stresser, very much in the mode of the whitenoise of the '5-techniques' - see book Cruel Britannia; it has 2 focus's - right of centre at the back top of my head/neck & just in front of the top of my right ear; at this last place, when I have a choreographed 'dream', the noise there is very much louder & very focused; this is also very proximate to what I assume to be a torture implant for the synthetic trigeminal neuralgia; see Google img 'DARPA chip' for the exact location of the former sound & apophenic referencing sudden pain position), but it also plays well to the psyche attack (they used to ref strongly to Google Glasses, but after a big billing, then on-sale, then supply problems, then off-sale, I have to wonder if this is all blarney for my 'benefit', the idea that ppl wearing them will see me as glowing in their augmented 'reality' world; I've also had refs to 'glowing in the dark'). That "being followed" transmission stopped me in my tracks as I mused on the implications; within a few seconds, a couple of c.early 20's lads, one faintly smirking, did walk into the shop together. I presume, what they'd done wrong here, was to transmit the vocalistation, rather than the cognitive concept, which would show how this system/capability is being dished-out to rank amateurs; alternatively, they might've been happy enough with the very blatant tech demo as it was, that not only can it be done from a fixed and prepared position, but that it's also portable, which I'd already sussed (I may be mistaking the system here; rather than a portable unit, it may well be the cortical modem transmitting to GestapoHQ and being fed to any smart'phone - it's a tough one to recognise & maintain that recognition, that my mind & a/v senses are a part of the 'internet of things'; curiously, I've never had a direct & unambiguous ref to this, which may be telling, as it's precisely the type of taunting & goading thing that would be ref'ed, and not just the sudden neuralgic pain pulse I'd had when walking down Scotswood Road, precisely of the same 'flavour' that I was getting at home. All along & continuing, I've considered this attack to be both pathetic & ridiculous & have the basic attitude of being a cork on the sea in a storm - "call me Bob", and as they can & will amuse themselves, it's nothing to do with me. I recently had, amongst a mass of dream choreographies that night/day, a clip of ppl in a small boat, throwing guinea pigs over the side into a shark feeding frenzy, very pat-narrative.
From that transmitted radio frequency (RF) subvocalisation, I came to see alot more of what they'd done; backtracking, I noticed that alot of dreams that 'd had had been very bright, shiny, angular and 'messageful' since well before this 'program' had started (in Aug2011), & that alot of the 'notions' that I'd had & kept getting, similarly were 'awkward', obtuse, brief cognitive inputs, not speaking 'my language' (I think this is why they're brief; I suspect that ppl are as innately familiar with their own minds as they are with the inside of their own mouths, tho' the entire concept of having the minds function externally & actively influenced is beyond the ordinary consideration). I began to peice together alot of things; a 'strange time' in the months leading-up to this attack, it's nebulous, but there was alot of trolling on YT (I'd simply dismissed it at the time as being a figment of my imagination - 'why would anyone want to?'; I had this thing of mine not to retract anything I'd said on YT - I used that alot, but found myself saying some odd stuff that I'd double-check & double-check again, then just force-forget; several PM's there, quite lengthy discussions/arguments; alot of recurring words, phrases, themes, 'echoing', & almost-but-not-quite familiar names, both on YT & whilst gameing, of things I'd said to ppl online or on the 'phone or to ppl in my flat - both the present & earlier flat & at times I actually felt 'odd' somehow, unusually aggravated - they can do this with RF's (see http://www.whale.to/b/thought_q.html - what this fella writes is uncannily similar to my experiences; of all the things on the 'net on this subject, regarding microwaves & the 'biomachine', this is the only source I trust). I'm sure that this was the attack in progress - their picture being painted; some of the psychological techniques - your attention is established then there's the contained follow-on. [At this point in the draft, 7:30am 1-3-'16, my neighbour No.18 has been coughing (an established 'cue'/'trigger'), stomping, and has 'just' loudly thumped on the wall, 2ft behind my head 4x's very methodically, & begins talking in a loud voice, almost shouting - I didn't catch what it was - I have no interest; one of those coughs was to the 'see' in bold above (& as I type this up 3-3-'16, a sudden neuralgic to the right temple, this is all standard fare) my neighbours moved-in shortly after I moved back to D'ton; No.18 ref to "Fear thy Neighbour" whilst channel-hopping for eg.; No.22 come and go, there have been 3 of them so far, all 'operators', but 18 is the 'local hub'. No.33 Outram St is an interface with the local arse-end of the V-manner ladder. There was another loud 'thump' as I'd made the retrospective note about the 'see'; initially I'd thought this to be cameras, then millimeter wave surveillance, but more recently, >2015, I've seen that the cortical modem capabilities are an all-in-one for almost every effect*, & had actually suspected it earlier, but with nothing to go on, except observation & deduction, & several of their references, such as "live streaming", "everything is on our screens", "we're all watching"]. These psychological ploys are very Derren Brown-esque, & can be set-up for a particular 'gig' weeks in advance, & once used, are always there for further manipulations, added to which are the mind-read & feed/feed & read capabilities, but I tend to see sooner or later, their set-ups. *I'm pretty sure that this is the 'mind meld'; you should read & digest all that I'm saying - that this attack is being used against innocent ppl on the basis of the convenience for them to do so - to destroy people with psyche torture & phys torture for the purpose of scientific/medical (they'd say) experimentation, & for the shear fun of it [neuralgics to right temple there] & PR goonery, & they're doing this in the UK with at least the active participation of blackstate military cadres & with the civic police/structures genuflecting to that - this is the 'evil empire' of the Third Reich & Soviet Union writ large and regurgitated, & it's not a 'mistake', it's a techniques & technology exercise based on convenience & the exercise of manipulation; black-on-black; they convicted these ppl at Nuremberg.
I began calling the police about what was happening, all too aware of the possibility of being labeled a psychological basket case, which is precisely what they've tried to do - to trip an' shove my sensibility into a blackhole. (Along this line, I have an old school friend who's schizophrenic; he has home-calling CPN's - community psychiatric nurses, who call on him; I've met one of these; there's a fella who's just started sitting next to me in an almost empty library, playing chess (which I like), and muttering & grunting to himself, & "Oh, good one"'s, coughing, obviously catching my attention; I spoke to him the other day, offering him some Scottish fudge for his cough; his whole tone & demeanor strongly reminded me of my friends CPN's - I've recently started to write en claire about the 'voices in my head' & distributing docs; very much like Stalinist Soviet Russia, they'd be happy to 'offer' me a 1-way trip to the psyche ward & straight jacket, but I'm talking nothing but science; towards this, I've had several meetings with CPN-types, more-or-less at my own request a couple of yrs ago (I'd asked for a health-check at my GP's which was hi-jacked/re-routed to a nervous-looking GP - co-opted - who started talking about my mental state & the voices in my head - I don't know who I'd mentioned that to, "Look, this is not gods or ghosts or spirits, this is shitheads joy-riding on science, Doc") - clean bill of health thankyou very much - individuals 'yes', but not such an easy proposition getting a whole hospital-full of bent shrinks (see the recent furore in the American Pyschological Association, over their involvements in Gitmo & torture). They recently made another big effort at their "malevolent gods" bit, starting some 3wks or so before it hit the 'papers, c.Feb'16, eg, i-'paper 11Feb'16, p34-5, "Shareing a vengeful god helped to bind ancient people together", originally from the journal 'Nature'/Uni of British Colombia), & I've had refs from No.18 to "doing gods work" & many similar & related; question is, is that part of their brains being irradiated with the godbluff - http://www.godpart.com/ , genuinely seriously deranged, or are they simply taking the piss.
The 1st cop who came 'round (of 8-10 eventually) was an enormous, shouty, stompy type, who stood at my door for a few minutes for his pal to arrive - intimidation & embarrassment to plan, I later suspected; "I'm being watched"; he looks out the window & says "Well, I can't see anyone looking-in"; quite the piss-taker. In c.late2013 I sent a cop in N-u-T that I'd had some dealings with 2 'infopacks' of my observations as to what was happening to me, via D'ton copshop; in it I'd stated amongst many other things, that 'they' had the ability to 'induce' you to ie. glance this way or that, so that a skit can be set-up & your attention drawn to it, or to something 'organic' that in some way works to the psychological program; again, the cortical modem capabilities fit the bill - http://www.reuters.com/article/us-scienc...U620130228 - Thu Feb 28, 2013 11:39am EST "Mind melds" move from science fiction to science in rats (if you're familiar with 'Game of Thrones' & 'Avatar', then you'll see how these things can percolate into popular light entertainment, almost hidden in plain sight, "It's like ESP", they say (alot of their refs are klepto's, & alot is pat-sci-fi): they can & have linked my mind to profoundly insane minds at a sufficiently hi-power setting to impose itself over my own mind; somehow, I wasn't at all surprised when this happened, it was logical from what I'd suspected, but this, along with the agonies of the synthetic trigeminal neuralgia, seems to have been "Redline(d)"). "King" is a long established reference; I don't know what it means, possibly 'Monarch' programming (trauma-based mind control, which I'm pretty sure is what the attack is), and 'fits' with one of the YT trolls names of 'paranorma1palace' with just the slightest of extensions - & that process of 'extension' is their yellow brick road to schiz 'training'. The coppers name was PC King 2392, who, quite unnecessarily and unnoticed by me of any wait/delay, had stated that he'd been out, policing the match that day, for what that's worth (had he?), & 'football' is another of their refs. (I'm guessing that's an espirit de corps-type trope - 'team game' or just another simple 'thread' for stupid ppl, from which to drop references). No.18 has ref'ed "lab rat", just recently >2015, to add to "medical science", as I'm getting what I'm sure is a firm handle of what they've done to me - the 'indoctrination-by-dream-choreography' is certainly getting the work-out (sleep learning, hypnopaedia), see book Cruel Britannia, Ch4; "Know thyself" has never been more truely apt, I suppose.
The 2nd cop was on his tod & seemed like a nice fella, but after he'd left, I figured by his line of questioning & the general conversation over a half hour, that he knew what was happening ("How is it that they can bang on the wall at the precise moment that I wipe my arse on the loo?", I'd asked him - & they do; of all the cops who called, 8-10 of them over maybe 6-7 visits as a result of calls & txts, all except the 1st shithead was offered a coffee - I like the police, always have - alot of family over the yrs in the force, & I'd seriously considered it myself). I later (c.mid2014) got copies of Northumbria Police Authorities records of my dealings with them/their records, & was surprised at how they'd 'painted' me, "very strange" & "confused" & that my flat was "very dirty & unkempt", when it certainly wasn't, but that's all for purpose, plus, the 2nd/3rd cop who calls has read the earlier notes, and they tend I think to follow-on from them. That 1st "strange/confused/very odd" was from the 1st visit to Market St mainstation in N-u-T, interview room, where, when I'd told the copper what was happening, he'd trotted-off for 5-10mins to check for records on my neighbour apparently, then came back with something of a facial expression that I became familiar with, hard to describe* (knowledge & rumours of a technological capability such as this, I have no doubt, engenders fear & breeds extremism in the 'operators', eager to tap-in to what's gotta be a wet-dream for nutters & overtly demonstrate a loyalty that puts them firmly on the side of it that they want to be; I gather there's been at least one brouhaha with the Police Fed over microwave comms masts too close to a police station), gave me an incident log no., told me to go to the more local copshop, & shown me the door (& as I wrote that in the draft, 1Mar'16, at around 7am, No.18 again started loudly calling & laughing). I'd told the cop that I was being followed 'round my flat from above. *A recent BBC Panorama report 'Cops, Criminals, Corruption: The Inside Story' - "Organised crime is the single biggest threat to the integrity of the police. With exclusive interviews and never-before-seen footage, Panorama has the inside story of how an organised crime syndicate arranged a hit on three police officers. Also speaking publicly for the first time are the law enforcement officials who tapped the phones of drug dealers, only to find themselves hearing corrupt police on the line." I've had very many references in that program, including; axes ; Daniel Morgan; Golden, Lion (the pub outside of which he was murdered); machineguns; (one)million pound; contract killers; Catford; Untouchables; Kim; James; Rees; cocaine; Simon; Robert(s); "don't love them anymore; 23; Rolls-Royce; Mini; "corrupt" & "Dave"; doubtless more - I didn't see the entire program. They like to 'distance' themselves from what's happening, so I get "moles" refs too, & alot of "corruption"; truth is, I'm causing them a massive ballache, becasue I'll not run from the police & certainly not the law, & as I said to the walls recently, "I'd rather be murdered by you than run & 'prove' you're right, when you're lying frauds", to which I got an instant tv pic breakup and a spate of very recent sirens precise to such as "you're going to get a bucketful" (this dosn't mean that there was a 'cop' in the car, or even that it was a policecar (unless seen); I had loads of sightings of actual copcars doing this in N-u-T, but on 'advice'/asking from the shitehounds, I'd destroyed 3x logbooks full of details, but they're rabid maddogs & I'll not be doing that again); this is all standard fare, I've had so much I couldn't give much of a shit anymore & I mean what I say. If I die, it'll be in my sleep by a heart-stopping RF, probably. I had to laugh at their "machinegun", I mean, how awkward would that be? So I then got the "shotgun/rogue vehicle" refs. Bah. I'm law-abiding & have done nothing to deserve this & that's final. So, recently, they're back on the "thugs" & "beaten". Somewhere along the line, the blackops games have leaked into a more sensible tier of 'policing', so, aside from hundreds of sharp & dull pains each day in a rapid stress-anxiety driving-type of scheme (& the clicks & tones & muscle spasms & the rest of it), the actual torture of 12hrs/day of synthetic trigeminal neuralgia ist verboten it seems. The story goes that I've been "sold" & "bought", that I'm "slave", "owned", they're big on this - easy to see how, in terms of a psychological attack. That it seems likely that blackstate has put devices/materials inside me to literally put me-myself-&-I online in realtime, and has put my death out to tender (by possibly giving LUELINKS members my IP) is a theory that fits all I know of whats afoot, & blackstate gets a biscuit or two of PTSD, AI & etc. research data out of it too, they're "lab rat", "doktors" & "medical science" refs., 'cos it's one thing to test on animals, but human testing to destruction isn't so publically acceptable, possibly hence their "hell" refs, but they can't tell me anything. Couple of days ago I got a meaningless ref to "£10,000", to add to the "We'll help & give instructions", but it's out of kilter with their "ISIL is your fate" ( https://deeppoliticsforum.com/forums/ent...onbollocks ). "You're our best PR" paraphrase, they say; "I'm your best PR" I reply, "& whistleblower". References in the early days to "Lorenz" & "Knickebein" tell me now that their help was to be in the form of clicks to my right ear meaning "go right" & etc., "We'll help, trust us", so that they can steer their sheep-dipped silver bullet to where they want it/me; "The best double agent is the one who dosn't even know it", they've said. They wanted to make me dissociative at some stage, like some real-life retarded dullard version of Jason Bourne, hence the psyche & phys torture, "You passed the drill test" last month from No.18 - of the synthetic trigeminal neuralgia, but I don't have Stockholm syndrome & I actually really pissed-off; I got "Respect!" in <April2013, just before the suicide thing, but they have to deny that, even to me. I had some "Glaswegian devil-worshippers"-'distancing' from blackstate, last year; "Glasgowfuckyersel'"
In response to reference by wallknock & MAE clicking, 23Mar'16, from tv, "were known criminals" - the ref is saying I'm a 'known criminal' - pat-diahorrea narrative - my calls to the emergency services, outside of this torture-murder program:
c.2006, intervened in a street domestic & attempted to get the block concierge to call the cops - they arrived a minute later - girl being threatened;
c.2007, called at Market Street copshop regarding a large and 'professional' act of vandalism to St.Johns Cemetry, Jewish ground - tough gig persuading them to look at the 'photos; met 2 coppers there; occaision is absent from their records;
c.2008, found unconscious lass in street at night, ran 200m to call 999, ran back & waited for ambulance;
c.>2010, 'phoned cops about theft from building site in progress, perps lifted; 2 call-backs; absent from records;
mid2012, 'phoned cops about verbally violent domestic (this turned-out to be a skit by neighbours).
They have these 'narrative threads' that are always used to keep the referencing simple for their aptly-trained monkeys, everything 'car' related is the 'strongest'; 'go' & 'leave' are in there, an 'us against them' in their 'endlosung der judenfrage' fantasyland of 'superheros'; thru' all of 2015, they've been ref'ing me to ISIL, by tv, when reading the 'paper, & strongly by the use of the dream choreography, such as sub-black on black tickertape msg's whilst in that hypnogogic state (I've not consciously caught what those actual msg's were, I was too surprised to see what I'd expected, similar to when the analogue radio actually did start speaking to me & later this was the source of their faked 'factions' suggestion when the torture of synthetic neuralgia was "Redlined", presumably I'm to think by the 'good guys', who're 'battling the forces of evil, the "Vultures". As regards the ISIL bit, as in 'go to ISIL', it's been very very prevalent for that year, "It's your fate", the idea is that they make life so hard & stressfull & painful here in the UK, that my loyalty will change from Brit to insane Islamofascist (like I say, my identity - indelible, is athiest, smoking, drinking, history-buff, libero-conservative centre-right glancing left secular democrat in a north-west European mode, so they've quite the hill to climb on that score - I'm sure they saw that as a good test for their techniques & technologies). Thing is, what with I know of their ways and means & who's behind this - a blackstate torture-murder ISIL recruitment operation & cut-out franchise, tightly-controlled, it's their best option, to cover their arses with their usual retrospective "I told you so". That picture of "very strange" & etc. that they effectively 'paint' you is important, it's intended to demonstrate that you are 'other'/No.18's "Not one of us" (yeah? - I'd shoot myself), curtailing empathy/sympathy & backed by 'authority', I gather; according to the refs that I get, I'm a rascist, anti-Semite, misogynist, sexist, far-right, Nazi-Hitler & a whole lot more - rapist murderer, & last night, 17Mar'16, "enemy agent" ref'ed with a remotely-induced sudden, sharp neuralgic pain, with not a hint of irony. It's often said that demonstrating an 'anti-proof' is impossible, as opposed to demonstrating 'proof'; how is it that I'm to demonstrate these things are false, once their picture painted in shades of brown is completed, & to whom? That I get alot of "was never taken to court/trial" to me speaks volumes of their pro-cess. I'm guessing that they deleted my YT account in part due to all the Hitler-pisstaking, my reasoning against Israels excesses, a demonstration of being in favour of law & order, vitriol against the hacking of Milly Dowlers 'phone - "The MI's were involved in all this with Murdoch" & much else that was not in accord with their picture-propaganda; they play their psyche, cyber- & direct-to-mind manipulation & PR games.
They've made all the effort to make me aware that I'm 'public' information and indeed, "slave" (ie. someone, probably 33, stands outside my window and says loudly, "You're mine", like, 'owned', >2013; No.18's ref'ed before to "We know you better than you know yourself" - they know precisely shit); this used to be a very very common reference; in the early days I was to be sent to Boston Lincs, to be enroled by a gypsy gangmaster (those similar such reports in the news that you hear on occaision, that's 'them' - the shitehounds as I call them, that's their doing - "Go to sea, because there's something about the water that absorbs the radio signals" was another common one). "Sold" & indeed "bought" are one-time familiar, of which I got 'sold' just last night 4Mar'16 for the first time in ages). But as for their narrative of me having been 'burnt' publically, I can only return the favour with the names I know, & they certainly don't like that at all (the sudden dull neuralgic pains, the days-long crunching headaches, the sharp maser(?) head & body pains, the muscle twitches as apophenics and the floor-stampings from particularly No.22, DL3 7DG are very very frequent - it usually takes me a week+ to draft something, so they have lots of time to prep themselves & me). No.22 are transients, they stay a year or so (3 tennants so far), then another person/couple move-in & it starts again with them. The tactic of very regular floor-thumping & assorted apophenics is what they do, No.18 on the other hand, they moved-in very soon after I did, not much less than 3yrs ago; they're deeply 'cold' & psychotic, I assume that's a 'hub' for the operation. The 1st they moved-in, they stood below my window, with some other people, their conversation loud & heavy on the references; one of them in a T-shirt with a drawing of someone who's right eye was gouged-out - this is a goal of theirs - the way that they 'see' thru' my eyes via the cortical modem effect, they drop hints (as if I needed them with all the apophenic refs whilst I'm even scan-reading, not subvocalising, & to pics in the paper/books, whatever I look at; then they'll show pics - T-shirts are fairly frequent, of eyes gouged-out, & drop the idea of 'camera' into the ambience of things. There's some interesting stuff related to this on YT, 'Jack Gallant', but they can 'see' in sufficiently hi-def, to see/read ahead on the page I'm on ('jack' is a very frequent ref, there's many connotations which plays well to the confusatory schiz 'training', & it's radio-frequencies that they use). No.18 is 'Lisa Round', tho' I'd not be surprised if the package delivery was a set-up. (In the last few days, today is 7March'16, there's been quite the surge in neuralgic pains & refs of "impossible/abandoned/doomed/fate"-type refs, really laying it on thick: there's been a break in me typing-up, it takes up to a fortnight to get a doc together, there's so much to remember & order, & my own home pc is boot-failed, presumably technique 'Polar/Arctic Breeze' I think it's called, so everything's at the library, an hour/day, same technique as the tv pic/sound blank/blip/sqwark 'apophenics'; in the last week, I've suddenly got BBC back, for 2.5yrs, I've had nothing at all there; I don't necessarily believe anything my tv says, I know full well that they can direct-broadcast whatever they want, word substitutions are common, "suicide", "rope/rape", "pills", it's all done by AI bots more-or-less instantly - my tv's been on a very slight 1/10thsecond or so, delay for yrs). In mid/>2012, the Shipping Forecast came-over my analogue radio as "Cromarty - 999, Dogger - 999, etc. - 999".
Notes from my logbook:
Mon7March'16: c.6pm, I say "What we need is a socialist revolution" to Mo', of some corruption on tv; No.18 wallthumps immediately tho' not too loud, this is standard fare, 'they' say 'a social revolution' is what they're doing by devolving themselves & regressing the country back to a Mediaevalist rabble of utterly lawless torture-murdering Simian Korps, so I quickly add "-not Nationalist Socialist tho'", which always winds 'em up, self-elevated to the status of morally illiterate "superheroes" that they are - they profess a PR bluff of "Gandhi", whilst training & exercising themselves to inflict sufficiently excessive pain, physical & psychological, to destroy ppl. They kept saying in the early days that "Pain is all in the mind"; interesting distancing deceit; it may be technically true, but in realworld (of which they're strangers), it's just so much 'pat' & over-worked lies.
I remember something from c.2009; 'Ben' used to call Canada (he lived in Halifax, Nova Scotia, apparently; 24.224.219.65) "Canukistan", which 2yrs later led on to & remains one of 'their' big refs - "Pakistan/Afghanistan/Syria/Egypt/couscous" etc., as in "Go to-". This is very much along the line of their "Go to ISIL - it's your fate", "MI5 helps ppl cross the Turkish border into Syria". Another few things that suggest strongly a set-up - which it could only be - "car" is a very regular reference thread, presumably as in "to drive-"; in c.2009/10 he'd sent a link to the Newfoundland accent, saying "car" (new found land); also around the same time, a YT vid of a demo of an African 'click' language, probably Xhosa - 'clicking' is very big on the mental stressing front; that percussion instrument of 2 hardwood rods creates a very sharp sound, what they do is to stress & to traumatise, then that loud sharp 'click' is introduced as an anxiety/stress 'driver'; the auditory reference apophenics are almost always very sudden sharp noises, precise to the ref msg, & to get 'you' jumpy (for these reasons, noise can't be often & random, otherwise the msg'ful intent is diluted, except during a specific tactic of very very frequent knocking/stamping to anything & everything on ie. the tv; this one's goading to wind you up & piss you off & often happens during informative programs because a distinct part of the aim of the 'program' is to simply 'stop' you, to shut you down, to stop you learning, 'growing', thinking, to divest you of your faculties, to disinform you - this is important, so that whenever I'm pondering something, there will be some sort of referencing distraction, pain, ear clicking, muscle spasms, etc., in the same way as whilst writing this, I'm getting a couple of neuralgic pains to different parts of my head suddenly, whilst sitting in the library - all par for course); I remember sitting in bed when the 'program' was well under way, and having what sounded like ppl outside my flat, slapping pool cues against the wall of my flat whilst I was reading, at 3-5am as the next step to fear 'training' I supposed (so hard were they. that dents & chunks were taken out of the plaster - it can get you quite jumpy - No.17, the Pines, N-u-T, NE4). They ref "electricity" then short-circuit your toaster so that you get a shock, then make an electrical discharge sound under the bath when you're in it, stop your boiler - & start it, then say the loo water's 'live'; similarly, turning the edge of your razor out so that it cuts you & tainting food & ref'ing it as poisoned & soon you start to look unkempt because you're avoiding these things - all part of the wholistic approach - Zersetzung max. My pepper had the radioactive element from smoke alarms in it, as I then peppered my beans - always steer towards that last fall of shot.
Theory: that Newfoundland accented "car"; I'd remarked to 'Ben' that it sounded Irish, like Ed Byrnes accent; 'Ben''d been simultaneously logged-in to Luelinks & chirped-up that everyone their thought Ed Byrne to be a fine fella ('course, there's 'burn' in there, & maybe 'head' to go with the "decapitation" refs): I'd made an observation 'to the walls' (c.mid2012) about Bitcoin & Luelinks & this 'program' of cyber-attack - I'd been musing previously about how it was funded (they'd said "We're self-funding); their response was "sharpnose" which I didn't know how to take but later found that 'Sharpnose Point' is in Cornwall, Bude, right next door to GCHQ: I'm now assuming that Luelinks represents a 1st tier 'down' into the civilian world from blackstate US/UK; he'd earlier sent me a screenshot of a snippet of conversation from Luelinks revealing his nickname there to be 'Andy(?) Garcia', ie. from the 'Grateful Dead' (thinks, all those "Death is peaceful" msgs when I was being tortured with synthetic neuralgias; last year in an email I'd sent him, he'd been very very quick to say that trigeminal neuralgia is "incredibly painful, but not dangerous"; not many ppl have heard of it, but what he was really saying was that it hadn't done me harm, in & of itself - that 'Gandhi'-PR-thing, where they pretend to 'do no harm'-type; thing is, with an awful lot of excruciating pain you can break a persons will, & it's the fact that I was being tortured to death, & he knew it full well, being an active torture-murderer; he's claimed to be a "sniper" & have 70+ kills under his belt - all very "Dexter". So, I'm theorising that Luelinks (Life, Universe & Everything-links, as they stockpile & centralise ripped-off films & software etc., originally on Megaupload almost exclusively - which has been mirrored I gather) is effectively a fully operational blackstate cut-out for a Murder Inc.He'd shared access to a lifetime account with M/U, the password, regularly changed, but always variations on "Carbotron", carbon & 'Tron', burnt & stuck inside the machine. "So, what happened to the fella whose account this is, 'Ben'?", "Oh, he died"; him, very eager that I use this account, me very reluctant, 'til M/U downloads stopped working, fancy that "You've been using this free service too much" when I'd not used it for weeks. All this would be consistant with the deeply deranged shitheads inside my head - I'll bet that any psychological study demographic of 'hackers' shows a clear slant towards some very peculiar & obsessive types of grandiose & 'untouchable' socio-pathologies; "Powerrr!" was the last snearing & obtusely invasive synthetic telepathy subvocalisation, in c.mid2013 whilst looking at a picture of the Gloster E.28/39, a 'P' in a circle, for 'prototype'; I had to laugh, just so pathetic. This theory leads-on to something I'd partly suspected, that many of the hack-attacks Britain's had in the last few yrs (they don't get much billing in the news but they're often to be found buried in BBC news txt) could be a flexing of muscles/blackmail; UCAS(?), BBC, BT, BA & other airlines, & many more. On from that, it's possibly consistant with the "We gave them the ability, & now they don't want to give it back"; "Ukraine" is an established ref, just last month, the Ukraine/Crimea suffered the worlds 1st (apparently) cyber-caused power outage. I get so many refs to "ISIL", "Go to-", "It's your fate" - #OpISIL, which leads-on in turn to 'Guardians of Peace' perhaps, it's surely the picture they paint of themselves in shades of brown. (I've just read, >March'16, from 'The Pentagons Brain', that there's a DARPA operational PR template called Narrative Networks (N2) - there are very many refs that I've had over the years that are cropping-up whilst I'm scattershot leafing thru' this book; as soon as I started using 'narrative' in the context of their attack 'profiles', 'they' seized on it & adopted it as their own 'trigger'/cue/ref - this in itself a very familiar tactic of theirs, like playground mimicry & endlessly repeated; I've usually called these 'klepto-refs/ing'. The film 'Old Boy' obviously gets the refs; there's a line in this which is likely relevant, "Laugh & the world laughs with you; weep & you weep alone"; it's true that to the arse-end of the V-manner & to average volk, they 'drive' this pro-cess, keep it 'onside', with witty schadenfreude).
In D'ton mid2013, I'd bumped into an old school friend who has schiz., who I'd not seen for 10yrs+, possibly a set-up as I was working to a predictable timetable; 'round at his house a wk later, he spoken with that verbal gluttoral stop clicking very pronounced, curious what they can do, tho' this was I think the only time he did this: this was at the time when the shitehounds were trying to maintain/resurrect the conditions that they were able to create in NuT when I'd lived alone, during the 'hiatus' noted below. I strongly suspect that 'playing' with - ie. tortureing, mental patients is all a standard part of this 'system' for training & amusement, as no-one will believe them & they're easy, very much a repetition of that BBC3 cyber-bullying program - I'm sure that the 'overseers of this cyber-attack scheme know it to be so & that it's an embarrassment even for the seedy, sordid, skulking deepblacks - a blind-eye to a self-indulgence too far - so many neuralgics & at a hi-frequency since mentioning it. (Not long ago from now, March2016, I'd been 'round there again; he'd suddenly blurted-out "Chelsea smile"; on the way home that night, I'd passed a young lad with a Chelsea smile T-shirt, no coincidence - it's happened too often, that's just one example. They use this friend of mine to 'phone me up and threaten me in a veiled way, last night it was someone had bought a shotgun (I've had "shotgun" refs thru' 2012, 2014, & now <2016; they'd threatened machine-gunning me, which made me laugh - all the ballistic forensics & cartridges to pick up, what a chore - "You might consider a shotgun, dozy". In N-u-T tho', I did take long late night walks over derelict ground thru' the shadows, expecting a 9mm or two, as per the ref'ings). It's in this same way that they get to make & call ppl "guilty" - they themselves have trespassed into your mind with their thoughts, & then they call you "guilty", sans presentable evidences ("Never went to court") or any form of recogniseable process, & as insane and fictional as it sounds, police & masqueraders & etc. then join-in, with the appearance of absolutely masses of sado-narcissistic psychopaths around. Fantastically intricate bit of manipulation that they've played-out, 'til you understand that they use a cortical modem & have a direct read'n'feed/feed'n'read access to my mind to play with (they seem keen that this is down to 'quantum entanglement', rather than what I assume it to be - thru' mobile 'phone masts; I assume they're just 'distancing' it & distracting me), hence all their "dreams" & "ghosts" (I write on a site called Deep Politics Forum, which after a few months, suddenly started taking 2+ "certificate errors" to access via IE (Chrome takes you straight to it, as tho' everything's hunky-dory, & this is why IE is being phased-out - it does what it should, not what's required of it; Chrome is centrally intelligenced controlled (see: Google, Clinton emails, Syria), & as astonishing & plain barmy as it sounds, what's happening to me is the current state of MK-Ultra - the psychological attack profiles all there, including the dissociative attack - I have a modem in my fucking head, or what amounts to it - ie, a material/aerial/chip I think very likely). QUACK
So, they've been setting me up as an Islamic extremist for years & years before "I finally got you", in Aug2011, because it makes them look good - a results driven exercise, "No enemy, no KGB" as it says in book 'Mafia State' which is where I got 'Zersetzung' from - instant recognition. I'd earlier made it clear that tho' there's alot that I think my country suffers from, in terms of it's organisation & functionaries, I was English, indelibly, that I'm an athiest, republican & a whole lot else - a republican, so I get "IRA" & "Donald Trump", etc.; they'd seen this as a challenge, a mark of identity that, using Alexander Kennedy-style techniques of 'loyalty change' (see Ch4 Cruel Britannia) & with the range of radio-frequency influencing, as well as the breakdown of self that comes with overt & long-term infliction of excruciating pain causes. There's also just about the only band & tune he'd mentioned to me, "Rock the Casbah by The Clash" - no refs there then, from around the same time. Deffinately quite the exercise in manipulation, not so much of me, but of their PRbollocks & it's recipients. He'd also said that he'd seen 9-11 in progress - his 'legend' is being from New Jersey; when I'd mentioned this to a mutual friend from St.Louis, that fella had retorted "DID HE???!!!". No, he didn't, it's just their Matrixbollocks double think, double speek, with a profound ability to intrusively invade minds & alter cyber records meted-out to bona fide psychopaths whos big kick in life is the manipulation of ppl. No wonder all the refs to "You've Been Framed" all those years ago. Blackstate've msg'ed me that they're "risk averse", but it's just so much diahorrea, they're "opportunity kleptomaniacs" - precious few ppl were around to weep for me, and that's how they like it - convenience is all. Another thing 'Ben' had sent long before this all started - as far as I knew, was an article on General Pershing in the Philipines, a Muslim insurrection/independance movement, where a load of those rebels had been captured, tied to stakes, a pig slaughtered in front of them, the bullets dipped in the blood, and all but one of them shot by fireing squad; the bodies were buried with the viscera & the one allowed to leave to spread the message - I've had refs to these things for 4yrs - "The one that got away", & "to spread the word". So, long before this started, I was already getting the references to it; 'newfoundland' - "car" (car adverts are used in this attack - there's been 2 or 3 over the last 4yrs which have included the dream scene fron film Inception where the land bends back on itself, and much more - 'car' is very much a basic, fundamental 'theme' for referenceing, I wonder if the bulk of their advertising comes from a single 'house'); 'Casbah', that Pershing thing; the Bill Tetley; & 'Canukistan'; also, there's the ghost car in GTA which I'd had too (just last week, c.22Mar'16, that highly news-worthy item in the 'paper, about GTA having an invincible deer roaming around, causing in-game havoc - deer do live in "forests", an old ref, where there are "trees", likewise, and "logs" - very Unit731 there & oh so familiar). So, this isn't a case of "justice" or "law", as they sooo often ref., this isn't a case of me having done anything at all to be 'guilty' of - hence their many "never went to court" & etc., rather, this is a case of a fabricated & manipulated false guilt in a world that dosn't even exist outside the twisted minds of pseudo-science & wannabe Doktor Mengeles; remember, they have the ability to directly invade the mind with brain-brain-interfaces & brain-machine-interfaces (for what it's worth to point-out, I'm getting many microwave auditory clicks to what I assume to be a cochlear implant as I write all this, and their Pavlovian pain/neuralgics; most of this psychological & physical attack is to persuade me that I'm guilty of something thru' repetition & accusation, but I'm guilty of nothing that a tap on the shoulder wouldn't've been suitable for, in my entire life, despite the masses of ref's & PR bullshit, one of which runs that I used to browse the profiles of lasses on FB, where the reality is that I once looked at a single one, the daughter of a fella who was for 20yrs+ my best pal but who I'd lost touch with on moving town; I mention this because I've had it several times & amongst all the other insanities, it's simply quite wrong, & since I've started dropping-off these 'info packs' to ppl, lawyers/solicitors & etc., the 'activity', neuralgic pains, threats & all the rest of it, the frequency of them has multiplied several times over - remember, I'm being watched & with ears-on, 24/7/52/4+, and the cortical modem - they've put a sodding modem inside my head ("PTSD" research), & torture implants at the right ear to cause the 'suicide disease' of synthetic trigeminal neuralgia; just this morning, I got 2x wall-thump refs from No.18 at 4:16am to "the box" - MI-sodding-5 ffs, who are so eager to torture-&-murder ppl (siren goes-off 5:29pm14Mar there, because there's possibly more to this - a US interstate black op) that simple convenience is the main factor; it may be that the Brits aren't happy with this, certainly the feeling of having the side of my face & head ground-out with a slowly rotating, jagged, cold, vibrating drill for 8-12hrs each night/day has stopped, tho' the "It's redlined" that came-over on Radio4 was ignored for a fortnight, & the 300 neuralgics, masers (? - very sudden sharp pains to ie. the eye), muscle spasms, hundreds & thousands of auditory effects and wall-thumps each day are perfectly ok... The law would make no distinction between either faction. And at 4:17am, "imagine a pitbull at your heels" from No.18. In <2012, "We've ruined you" - as a human being. "Pain is weakness leaving the body", "lab rat", "irrelevant", "for ever", "'til you die", yeah? - well fuck you too. "Not one of us" eh? - I'd shoot myself with inverted commas.
Crimes of Blackstate Torture-murderers: it's a scheme to murder by induced/commanded suicide on a destroyed & traumatised mind:
'Phone tapping/bugging;
Mobile 'phone hacking/destruction;
Computer hacking/malware installations/destructions/and, so I'm led to believe, 'evidence' planting;
Email hacking/accounts deletions;
24/7/52/++4 eyes- & ears-on with 'live' referencing (apophenics) in the home, on the street, in bed, in the bath & shower;
24/7/52/++4 cyber- & real-life stalking;
ID theft & dissemination of personal details and real-time feeds;
24/7/52/++4 radio-frequency irradiations - and not just the 'tinnitus';
Psycho-surgical implantations during induced trance-like unconcsiousness, in the home;
Brainwashing, schiz 'training', trauma programs, psychological torture programs, subliminals and dream choreographed indoctrinations - a raft of Derren Brown-type techniques;
Physical torture - synthetic 'trigeminal' neuralgia, supposed microwave lasers 'point effects', 'death ray' cardial stops and arrhythmias, long (-hours) simulated hi-stress effects to the heart, myocardial infarction simulations/impositions [neuralgic right temple];
Death threats and threats of violence & injury, many intimidatory tactics;
Imposed medical issues;
Poisonings and likely druggings;
Thefts of- & tainting of foodstuffs;
Home 'break'-ins and thefts and foodstuff adulterations;
Full range of Zersetzung tactics (Stasi/KGB);
Full range of psychological attacks;
Silent sound commands/coersions;
Electrocutions by short circuited appliances and remote static charging of the self;
False medical treatments and tests/falsified results;
Falsified/very heavily skewed police records & actions, intimidatory tactics;
Home systems hacking - boiler, intercoms, security systems, 'phone-ring referencing and silent- & cold callings;
Smoke/fire alarm systems activations;
Tv & radio feeds (literally thousands of "suicide"s & suggestions of the modus);
Edges on razors turned-out to cause cutting;
Ewan Cameron/Alexander Kennedy tactics of traumatising & 'change of loyalties';
Electromagnetic and radiofrequency attacks of a type that 'no-one in their right mind' would believe, very great range of influence techniques, Tim Rifat is absolutely spot-on [neuralgic], but his writings seem to be up to c.2000, so there's much much more.
Rough timeline of 'Monarch' trauma programming;
1) Aug2011-mid2012 - schiz/trauma/fear 'training'; overt eyes- & ears on with a sarcastic running commentary (apophenics & narratives) to absolutely anything & everything - 'distance' Zersetzung;
2) <2012->2012 - "slave" refs; 'contact' Zersetzung - home entered & stalking in the street;
3) c.mid2012-<2013 - schiz max; full spectrum attack, very heavy & 'overt';
4) >2012-c.mid2013 - torture, synthetic trigeminal neuralgia, 180days consecutive, excruciating-to-agonising pain;
5) 15April2013 - murder by suicide (silent sound commanding?); GP Dr. Esednu(sp) NE4 had provided a bucketful of Ibu & Co-prox in response to the pain, with no appointment for tests;
6) Mid2013 - hiatus, moved from N-u-T to D'ton; 'redeployment' & reassessment by the shitehounds; inticement of "£200/wk if you're schiz"; medical matters; parameds at Dr.Piper House were absolutley disgusted with Esednu, bless their cotton socks - the spell begins to break;
7) Mid2013->2013 - Schiz/trauma restart & maintainance attempts; 2x neighbours, No's18&22; contact(?) poisoned, possibly doorbells, 2x's, 'haematuria', very painful, c.20hrs each;
8) >2013-<2014 - 'mush'; I begin to refuse & deny them - the 'program' has lost it's convenience factor;
9) c.>2013-<2014 - reactance sets-in; I learn about 'apophenics', 'pareidolia' & 'ideas of reference' (diagnostic symptoms of schiz); also TIM RIFAT & ELF pulse-modulated microwaves (embarassingly, after the schiz terms, the first scientific 'handle' I got on the synthetic telepathy, 'dream choreography' etc, was from 'Rough Guide to Conspiracies', a single page mentioning microwaves); where I could often see what they were doing & understood that obviously there was a technology for this - not 'malevolent gods', learning a few concepts & terms solidifies firmly my reactance to this torture-murder-for-fuckall scheme; closely followed by a period of very heavy stressing/influencing/anxiety generation by the shitehounds; "He's as hard as a rubber ball";
10) 2014-present, March2016 - many harrassments & death/injury threats; very frequent dream choreography indoctrinational-type 'messageing', very heavy on the "ISIL", "Syria" etc ref'ing, Alexander Kennedy-style 'loyalty changeing' assaults/ influencing tactics; I see it all for what it is - pro-cess, lies, fraud, brainwashing, & very very artificial.
Tues8Mar: Ref to "flushed-out" last night, very consistant with their auto-ego-fellations - it makes 'em look & feel good (N2 narrative?); online, I'd almost literally stood on a mountain top, screaming obscenities at the gods & waving my arms around day-in, day-out, so equating that to "flushed-out"'s a good 'un indeed - creates a picture that's simply soo not true, & I'm long-past being maleable to their bullshit, no matter how much it feels as tho' I'm being heckled by a busload of gobshites at a Tourettes convention. To justify what they've done and are doing, they've set me up as an ISIL recruit - so many refs to this; along this line, 'T' has had alot of ref'ing - 'terrorist'; another old ref from before this all started was 'Bens' 'Bill Tetley'; 'byl' is a Cold War term, meaning 'I was', Tetley's obviou...
Responsibility - a brief account of Monarch programming, trauma-based mind control, techniques & technologies: <Aug2011-31Mar'16
The "kill(ed) not capture(d)" operation was a setup before I had the slightest inkling, a techniques & technologies demonstration, & the exercising of a broader conspiracy (I hate that term, but they do happen), to train 'V-manner', to send a msg more widely. In >2008, 'Ben', a 'cyber-buddy' (Lockmat/Lockmat666/'Ben Everhart') told me that he had access to Googles secure database & that he liked "to burn whores"; neither of these things had any resonance with me, but turned-out subsequently to be telling, by the references. His great friend, was a Fin named Sippo Kähmi/'Shok Teenik'. Psychological manipulations, landline 'hi-jacking', cyber techniques & computer hacking, as well as direct mind influencing & manipulations were all used to secure the 'status' that I've had thousands of references to in all forms, of my having been "burnt". What began with all the appearence of a few 'hackers', has become what I now assume to be multi-state 'actors' (certainly British blackstate & almost certainly US, & by ref, Canadian). It seems to be heavy on the element of a state-resourced 'V'/'Anonymous' attack, likely as an outsourced tasking of the UK/US blackstate 'security'/military apparachik machine, which has filtered into/subordinated civic policing. This is not tho' a case of Childe Roland - "I never saw a brute I hated so; He must be wicked to deserve such pain", that the tortured therefore deserve' it, this is rather very much an overtly aggressive blackstate torture-murder 'program'. I've done nothing - nothing, to 'deserve' this, convenience is all & convenience they had; it's a black-on-black affair & is absolutely in the direct mould of the grossest of the excesses of Nazi scientific experimentation on the human subject - the testing to destruction of the subject/'victim' of new technologies & materials, & the expanding of existing destructive psychological techniques that those things present the opportunity for; the 'attack' is a multi-faceted synthesis of techniques & technologies that at a minimal level are only now slowly being mooted in the public sphere (direct radio-frequency mind 'control; & DARPA brain chips & nano-tech; microwave dosimetry, the brain-to-brain- & brain-machine interfaces & behavioural sets will soon be in the public sphere, I'm sure). I'd guess that these technologies have been in combination for perhaps 10yrs, in the workaday form for the pleasure of the aptly trained monkeys that are the 'influence technicians' (actual torturers) that I've had to contend with 24/7/52/+4 in my own home. (Not long at all after I started giving 'them' the verbals back, this article, actually in the i-paper turned-up - http://www.independent.ie/life/health-we...56726.html - it's a remarkably cathartic exercise, and well-aimed).
The first that I knew that this was a much 'deeper' 'program' than a couple/few hackers & trolls, was when I began waking too early, for 4-6wks, each day precisely to the sound of sirens being activated outside my flat, c.>Aug2011, and carhorns to a rhythm/tune I'd tap-out via gunfire whilst in-game on occaision. Alot of other things began happening that were very much out of kilter with the 'ordinary' before this date. My upstairs neighbour began tracking/following me around my own flat (with heavy footfalls, stamping & doorslams), and there began what became 10's/100's of thousands of sudden noises, coincident with the ordinary motions of living & to various scenes, words & phrases on the radio/tv/music - popping a spoonful of coffee in the cup was popular, just one of very many; a few years later, leafing thru' a book on schizophrenia on a hunch, I was able to see precisely what these noises were - 'apophenics' & 'pareidolia' ("the tendency to find meaningful patterns in meaningless noise"), towards 'ideas of reference' ("the phenomenon of an individual's experiencing innocuous events or mere coincidences and believing they have strong personal significance."). They ease you into these things, as with all their techniques, so as not to be obvious, but even when they are, and they keep happening hundreds & thousands of times/day, in the absence of explanation/cause, they can take a toll, not least in that you know you're being watched in detail & clearly by many ppl - "We know you better than you know yourself", No.18 there, fellating their own egos; when they start to happen to thought patterns and whilst reading - with or without subvocalising, and to pictures on tv or in print, things get a bit odder. Four years on & I now strongly suspect (I had initial suspicions in c.mid2012, but without knowing a term for it; in the early days of trying to find terminologies, the tv would chirp-up about "making-up new words is a sign of mental illness", a fairly poor mindgame there) that this is due to a cortical modem 'effect', or precisely that, device(s)/materials inside my head & elsewhere, & presumably, from what I gather from reading about 'targeted individuals' TI's, including RFID/triangulation & a torture implant & backups; I'd expect that on the basis that 'you' don't half torture-murder, that there's millimetre wave surveillance also ("We like to watch you walking thru' town, naked"). This eyes-&-ears- on at all times ("awake - constant; asleep - every 15mins") is not just neighbours - they get the feed/instructions/timing from Gestapo-central, but at a minimum including hundreds of meters away (in N-u-T, they'd say "in Middlesbrough") - carhorns & etc. apophenics, & perhaps in the US & etc. - if you can on-line game in realtime intercontinentally, then this stands to reason, very many 'US'-related refs. The conclusion that they're inside my head was based on a steadily increasing number of obvious incidences (they double- & triple-'whammy' by putting one of their refs on tv, pop something into your head, reference that overtly, then ref it yet again so that it creates an illusional 'evidence'; they're topsy-turvy in their diahorrea). From a 'strange time' preceding Aug2011, of odd coincidences & I now know dream choreographies & other mind effects, the psychological attack expanded from nudges & whispers to become intrusively invasive & working to a prescribed scheme, very much involving the 'operators' self-nominating as "malevolent gods", "witches" & "dragons"; basically, it's a multi-stresser, fear 'training', traumatising & schiz 'training'; referenced death threats & those methods of-, & psychological 'moulding'; "thirst" was where it seemed to start) & intended to create a profound sense of paranoia with it. The ultimate goal is to completely destroy 'you', mentally then physically, presumably in a way that it amuses them to witness (what are the recent train suicide stats?). They do this thru' stress & anxiety indoctrination & overloading, intended ultimately to be triggerable on cue/ref, trauma-based mind control (some of this is here - DYNAMICS OF ANXIETY AND HYSTERIA 1958 Feb 15; http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2027467/ & Ch4 Cruel Britannia), the curing of addictive behaviour in reverse (they're also quite happy for you to "run", like dogs do - for the chase & tech exercise; "The whole world, with a begging bowl"), & thru' accusations - de facto in their genuinely deranged minds, of anything & literally everything, & indoctrinated 'guilt' acting as an accelerator/magnifier; being watched & ref'ed, stalked in real- & their "Matrix" world of 'distance' & 'contact' Zersetzung, by the appearence of very many ppl (apparently, tho' there's AI bots in the mix, ref'ing/manipulating to tv) all day, with the thousands of refs from many sources certainly raises the stress/anxiety levels, but their 'guilt' refs actually act as a distraction (it's very much a part of the technique to confuse the victim as to 'their' moral position, so they're very contradictory, which came across to me as "but you're talking shit & not making any sense", easy, for gobshites; they have a narrative thread of being "doctors" & "teachers", so they 'cure disease' & 'reform with death', I used to get very many "Death is peaceful"-type refs, & then the tv would substitute "rope" or "pills") as I have virtually nothing at all in this life to be or feel guilty for - I'm socially-minded & law-abiding by nature & culture, & so, despite the sharp pain to the side of my head at last writing here 'guilt', they're wasting their time, regardless of my getting these refs (very Pavlovian) up to literally thousands of times per day for 4.5yrs so far - and also in my sleep with their dream choreographies - their "Join ISIL", "It's your fate" of the last 2yrs indoctrinations are just so much horseshit for a drinking, smoking, athiest who likes old buildings - it's very big on their 'shitbucketlist' tho', to retrospectively prove that they were right all along, but everything they say & have ever said is total shit; "You've been framed", only in their cyber-Matrixbollocks fantasy world of fabricated precrime to a plan, by pathologically insane poltroons; "Socially acceptable psychopaths", they say, & "We've had too many ppl on this for too long to let it drop now"; they had alot to hide.
That the direct, vocalised, voices inside my head were the snearing, goading voices of what had the appearence of being teenagers, hardly fitted the "malevolent gods" label was obvious (I'd txted the i-'paper in c.mid2012 saying I was under an 'EM' attack, electromagnetic - science, not 'gods'); moreover, to a question asked, along the lines of "Do you think... killing one person... for the greater good?", when I'd replied that that was a philosophical question of which I had no knowledge or prior thinking, that the only thing I could reply was that "..some Roman fella had said 'It's better to let a guilty man go free, than to punish an innocent one'", the snorting, mocking guffaws spoke volumes of the type of people these were, & it's an important point this, that, adopting one of their reference sources, from Alice in Wonderland, it was a case of the sentence had already been passed, "Sentence first - verdict afterwards.", & the 'evidence' to follow, with another of their fairly frequent refs being "never went to court/trial", whilst "law" & "justice" were at least at one time very frequent refs (this is their 'tack' of establishing a de facto state of affairs, a done deal, which I reject entirely; they use the pages of the statutory law as toilet paper & with total contempt - "Very Backstage", illegitimate & devoid of authority; it's an interesting one that they say "never went to court/trial" so regularly, not only is there no evidence, but they're afraid of what'll come out, so they indoctrinate me into their totalitarian police state Gestapo-fantasyland; I had a 'click' there to my left ear, microwave auditory effect, because they consider themselves elevated, just like common Nazis did & still do; along the same line, I get "Gandhi" alot, because they put it about- & like ppl to think, that they're non-violent, but they're anything but - they torture-murder for fun, putting ppl under a magnifying glass to 'burn' them in detail, close-up (called/termed 'wrestling'), that is who & what they are & do, & as 'Ben' had asked me, "Would you rather have $10,000, or the ability to control bees?" - it's all about manipulating those bees to the will of their sleight-of-handing masters with PR (Narrative Networks) & individuation, even if they don't know it (BBC3 recently showed a prog on cyber-bullies who goad ppl, usually girls, to suicide & then taunt the parents with FB posts & the like - same ppl, perhaps the very same people, it's the same tactics, same objective, same pathological insanity, same calculated relentless cruelty; 'Ben' boasts of having over 70 people laid low; they're all in competition - for the win, murder by suicide via the cortical modem effect & identifying easy targets - convenience is all). To those of you in the know, you have to ask yourselves what it is that publicaly makes Britain a 1st-world nation, what the values are that we're supposed to hold in high regard - it's the practice & recognition of the higher & orthodox protocols of statute, not the shits an' kicks of Oscar Dirlewanger & his merry band of pseudo-psychic "Totenkopfverbände" (their self-ref) psychopathic Einsatzgruppen intoxicated murderers (book 'New Spymasters' mentions this tech-intoxication several times, & the 'Death Star' - many 'Star Wars' refs).
I rapidly became more aware of the scientific (not 'gods','ghosts' or 'witches') capabilities of the attack - to be intrusive is to be overt, and if the "malevolent gods" bit dosn't 'take', it's there, writ large to see, & they can't help but flaunt themselves, they're massively vain & hubristic attention-seekers; walking in N-u-T one day, Clayton St., the vocalised sentence, 'shouted' (hi-power transmission) "You're/I'm being followed" direct into my mind (I get very loud carhorns going-off in my ear/head thru' my pillow as I'm dropping-off to sleep with increasing frequency, percieved, not actual sound). I'd had various notions of ppl with white earphones being along any route I took, standing in doorways, sort of excitably 'radiating' themselves, but I wasn't in the paranoiac state that was the intention, otherwise I'd not've been casually browsing thru' charity shops for books (there's possibly something here to do with i-'phones - search term- 'NSA zombies'; when I'd pointed this out 'to the walls' in N-u-T, my neighbour in the flat above had stomped very quickly & loudly on her floor in reference - ppl use white headphones, if I'm paranoid about ppl using white headphones, mores to the good as regards this attack; she was very similar looking to Rita Chakarabarty; I'm alleging the attack involves pseudo-ELF pulse-modulated radio signals that mimic precisely the brains ordinary function, & I suppose logically, that by extension, the recent spat between the FBI & Apple is entirely falsified as a cover - simply, i-'phones carry these signals, as they all do, but that it's the platform of choice for the capability. I've had refs to IFF & 'pipsqueak'; I remember one time walking thru' Darlington, passing from behind a lad with white 'phones, and as I'd got close, he'd suddenly jumped/'started' - & at 4:19pm 2-Mar-'16 there precisely, a siren just went-off to that last point, this sort of thing tends to confirm my suspicians that quite literally, my mind, a/v senses & biorhythms have been put online in a live stream (the attacks are lupine; when I'm showing stress symptoms the 'EM hiss'/tinnitus/radio-freq reception noise gets very much louder; this may be that the number of ppl logged-on increases; it's certainly used as a stresser, very much in the mode of the whitenoise of the '5-techniques' - see book Cruel Britannia; it has 2 focus's - right of centre at the back top of my head/neck & just in front of the top of my right ear; at this last place, when I have a choreographed 'dream', the noise there is very much louder & very focused; this is also very proximate to what I assume to be a torture implant for the synthetic trigeminal neuralgia; see Google img 'DARPA chip' for the exact location of the former sound & apophenic referencing sudden pain position), but it also plays well to the psyche attack (they used to ref strongly to Google Glasses, but after a big billing, then on-sale, then supply problems, then off-sale, I have to wonder if this is all blarney for my 'benefit', the idea that ppl wearing them will see me as glowing in their augmented 'reality' world; I've also had refs to 'glowing in the dark'). That "being followed" transmission stopped me in my tracks as I mused on the implications; within a few seconds, a couple of c.early 20's lads, one faintly smirking, did walk into the shop together. I presume, what they'd done wrong here, was to transmit the vocalistation, rather than the cognitive concept, which would show how this system/capability is being dished-out to rank amateurs; alternatively, they might've been happy enough with the very blatant tech demo as it was, that not only can it be done from a fixed and prepared position, but that it's also portable, which I'd already sussed (I may be mistaking the system here; rather than a portable unit, it may well be the cortical modem transmitting to GestapoHQ and being fed to any smart'phone - it's a tough one to recognise & maintain that recognition, that my mind & a/v senses are a part of the 'internet of things'; curiously, I've never had a direct & unambiguous ref to this, which may be telling, as it's precisely the type of taunting & goading thing that would be ref'ed, and not just the sudden neuralgic pain pulse I'd had when walking down Scotswood Road, precisely of the same 'flavour' that I was getting at home. All along & continuing, I've considered this attack to be both pathetic & ridiculous & have the basic attitude of being a cork on the sea in a storm - "call me Bob", and as they can & will amuse themselves, it's nothing to do with me. I recently had, amongst a mass of dream choreographies that night/day, a clip of ppl in a small boat, throwing guinea pigs over the side into a shark feeding frenzy, very pat-narrative.
From that transmitted radio frequency (RF) subvocalisation, I came to see alot more of what they'd done; backtracking, I noticed that alot of dreams that 'd had had been very bright, shiny, angular and 'messageful' since well before this 'program' had started (in Aug2011), & that alot of the 'notions' that I'd had & kept getting, similarly were 'awkward', obtuse, brief cognitive inputs, not speaking 'my language' (I think this is why they're brief; I suspect that ppl are as innately familiar with their own minds as they are with the inside of their own mouths, tho' the entire concept of having the minds function externally & actively influenced is beyond the ordinary consideration). I began to peice together alot of things; a 'strange time' in the months leading-up to this attack, it's nebulous, but there was alot of trolling on YT (I'd simply dismissed it at the time as being a figment of my imagination - 'why would anyone want to?'; I had this thing of mine not to retract anything I'd said on YT - I used that alot, but found myself saying some odd stuff that I'd double-check & double-check again, then just force-forget; several PM's there, quite lengthy discussions/arguments; alot of recurring words, phrases, themes, 'echoing', & almost-but-not-quite familiar names, both on YT & whilst gameing, of things I'd said to ppl online or on the 'phone or to ppl in my flat - both the present & earlier flat & at times I actually felt 'odd' somehow, unusually aggravated - they can do this with RF's (see http://www.whale.to/b/thought_q.html - what this fella writes is uncannily similar to my experiences; of all the things on the 'net on this subject, regarding microwaves & the 'biomachine', this is the only source I trust). I'm sure that this was the attack in progress - their picture being painted; some of the psychological techniques - your attention is established then there's the contained follow-on. [At this point in the draft, 7:30am 1-3-'16, my neighbour No.18 has been coughing (an established 'cue'/'trigger'), stomping, and has 'just' loudly thumped on the wall, 2ft behind my head 4x's very methodically, & begins talking in a loud voice, almost shouting - I didn't catch what it was - I have no interest; one of those coughs was to the 'see' in bold above (& as I type this up 3-3-'16, a sudden neuralgic to the right temple, this is all standard fare) my neighbours moved-in shortly after I moved back to D'ton; No.18 ref to "Fear thy Neighbour" whilst channel-hopping for eg.; No.22 come and go, there have been 3 of them so far, all 'operators', but 18 is the 'local hub'. No.33 Outram St is an interface with the local arse-end of the V-manner ladder. There was another loud 'thump' as I'd made the retrospective note about the 'see'; initially I'd thought this to be cameras, then millimeter wave surveillance, but more recently, >2015, I've seen that the cortical modem capabilities are an all-in-one for almost every effect*, & had actually suspected it earlier, but with nothing to go on, except observation & deduction, & several of their references, such as "live streaming", "everything is on our screens", "we're all watching"]. These psychological ploys are very Derren Brown-esque, & can be set-up for a particular 'gig' weeks in advance, & once used, are always there for further manipulations, added to which are the mind-read & feed/feed & read capabilities, but I tend to see sooner or later, their set-ups. *I'm pretty sure that this is the 'mind meld'; you should read & digest all that I'm saying - that this attack is being used against innocent ppl on the basis of the convenience for them to do so - to destroy people with psyche torture & phys torture for the purpose of scientific/medical (they'd say) experimentation, & for the shear fun of it [neuralgics to right temple there] & PR goonery, & they're doing this in the UK with at least the active participation of blackstate military cadres & with the civic police/structures genuflecting to that - this is the 'evil empire' of the Third Reich & Soviet Union writ large and regurgitated, & it's not a 'mistake', it's a techniques & technology exercise based on convenience & the exercise of manipulation; black-on-black; they convicted these ppl at Nuremberg.
I began calling the police about what was happening, all too aware of the possibility of being labeled a psychological basket case, which is precisely what they've tried to do - to trip an' shove my sensibility into a blackhole. (Along this line, I have an old school friend who's schizophrenic; he has home-calling CPN's - community psychiatric nurses, who call on him; I've met one of these; there's a fella who's just started sitting next to me in an almost empty library, playing chess (which I like), and muttering & grunting to himself, & "Oh, good one"'s, coughing, obviously catching my attention; I spoke to him the other day, offering him some Scottish fudge for his cough; his whole tone & demeanor strongly reminded me of my friends CPN's - I've recently started to write en claire about the 'voices in my head' & distributing docs; very much like Stalinist Soviet Russia, they'd be happy to 'offer' me a 1-way trip to the psyche ward & straight jacket, but I'm talking nothing but science; towards this, I've had several meetings with CPN-types, more-or-less at my own request a couple of yrs ago (I'd asked for a health-check at my GP's which was hi-jacked/re-routed to a nervous-looking GP - co-opted - who started talking about my mental state & the voices in my head - I don't know who I'd mentioned that to, "Look, this is not gods or ghosts or spirits, this is shitheads joy-riding on science, Doc") - clean bill of health thankyou very much - individuals 'yes', but not such an easy proposition getting a whole hospital-full of bent shrinks (see the recent furore in the American Pyschological Association, over their involvements in Gitmo & torture). They recently made another big effort at their "malevolent gods" bit, starting some 3wks or so before it hit the 'papers, c.Feb'16, eg, i-'paper 11Feb'16, p34-5, "Shareing a vengeful god helped to bind ancient people together", originally from the journal 'Nature'/Uni of British Colombia), & I've had refs from No.18 to "doing gods work" & many similar & related; question is, is that part of their brains being irradiated with the godbluff - http://www.godpart.com/ , genuinely seriously deranged, or are they simply taking the piss.
The 1st cop who came 'round (of 8-10 eventually) was an enormous, shouty, stompy type, who stood at my door for a few minutes for his pal to arrive - intimidation & embarrassment to plan, I later suspected; "I'm being watched"; he looks out the window & says "Well, I can't see anyone looking-in"; quite the piss-taker. In c.late2013 I sent a cop in N-u-T that I'd had some dealings with 2 'infopacks' of my observations as to what was happening to me, via D'ton copshop; in it I'd stated amongst many other things, that 'they' had the ability to 'induce' you to ie. glance this way or that, so that a skit can be set-up & your attention drawn to it, or to something 'organic' that in some way works to the psychological program; again, the cortical modem capabilities fit the bill - http://www.reuters.com/article/us-scienc...U620130228 - Thu Feb 28, 2013 11:39am EST "Mind melds" move from science fiction to science in rats (if you're familiar with 'Game of Thrones' & 'Avatar', then you'll see how these things can percolate into popular light entertainment, almost hidden in plain sight, "It's like ESP", they say (alot of their refs are klepto's, & alot is pat-sci-fi): they can & have linked my mind to profoundly insane minds at a sufficiently hi-power setting to impose itself over my own mind; somehow, I wasn't at all surprised when this happened, it was logical from what I'd suspected, but this, along with the agonies of the synthetic trigeminal neuralgia, seems to have been "Redline(d)"). "King" is a long established reference; I don't know what it means, possibly 'Monarch' programming (trauma-based mind control, which I'm pretty sure is what the attack is), and 'fits' with one of the YT trolls names of 'paranorma1palace' with just the slightest of extensions - & that process of 'extension' is their yellow brick road to schiz 'training'. The coppers name was PC King 2392, who, quite unnecessarily and unnoticed by me of any wait/delay, had stated that he'd been out, policing the match that day, for what that's worth (had he?), & 'football' is another of their refs. (I'm guessing that's an espirit de corps-type trope - 'team game' or just another simple 'thread' for stupid ppl, from which to drop references). No.18 has ref'ed "lab rat", just recently >2015, to add to "medical science", as I'm getting what I'm sure is a firm handle of what they've done to me - the 'indoctrination-by-dream-choreography' is certainly getting the work-out (sleep learning, hypnopaedia), see book Cruel Britannia, Ch4; "Know thyself" has never been more truely apt, I suppose.
The 2nd cop was on his tod & seemed like a nice fella, but after he'd left, I figured by his line of questioning & the general conversation over a half hour, that he knew what was happening ("How is it that they can bang on the wall at the precise moment that I wipe my arse on the loo?", I'd asked him - & they do; of all the cops who called, 8-10 of them over maybe 6-7 visits as a result of calls & txts, all except the 1st shithead was offered a coffee - I like the police, always have - alot of family over the yrs in the force, & I'd seriously considered it myself). I later (c.mid2014) got copies of Northumbria Police Authorities records of my dealings with them/their records, & was surprised at how they'd 'painted' me, "very strange" & "confused" & that my flat was "very dirty & unkempt", when it certainly wasn't, but that's all for purpose, plus, the 2nd/3rd cop who calls has read the earlier notes, and they tend I think to follow-on from them. That 1st "strange/confused/very odd" was from the 1st visit to Market St mainstation in N-u-T, interview room, where, when I'd told the copper what was happening, he'd trotted-off for 5-10mins to check for records on my neighbour apparently, then came back with something of a facial expression that I became familiar with, hard to describe* (knowledge & rumours of a technological capability such as this, I have no doubt, engenders fear & breeds extremism in the 'operators', eager to tap-in to what's gotta be a wet-dream for nutters & overtly demonstrate a loyalty that puts them firmly on the side of it that they want to be; I gather there's been at least one brouhaha with the Police Fed over microwave comms masts too close to a police station), gave me an incident log no., told me to go to the more local copshop, & shown me the door (& as I wrote that in the draft, 1Mar'16, at around 7am, No.18 again started loudly calling & laughing). I'd told the cop that I was being followed 'round my flat from above. *A recent BBC Panorama report 'Cops, Criminals, Corruption: The Inside Story' - "Organised crime is the single biggest threat to the integrity of the police. With exclusive interviews and never-before-seen footage, Panorama has the inside story of how an organised crime syndicate arranged a hit on three police officers. Also speaking publicly for the first time are the law enforcement officials who tapped the phones of drug dealers, only to find themselves hearing corrupt police on the line." I've had very many references in that program, including; axes ; Daniel Morgan; Golden, Lion (the pub outside of which he was murdered); machineguns; (one)million pound; contract killers; Catford; Untouchables; Kim; James; Rees; cocaine; Simon; Robert(s); "don't love them anymore; 23; Rolls-Royce; Mini; "corrupt" & "Dave"; doubtless more - I didn't see the entire program. They like to 'distance' themselves from what's happening, so I get "moles" refs too, & alot of "corruption"; truth is, I'm causing them a massive ballache, becasue I'll not run from the police & certainly not the law, & as I said to the walls recently, "I'd rather be murdered by you than run & 'prove' you're right, when you're lying frauds", to which I got an instant tv pic breakup and a spate of very recent sirens precise to such as "you're going to get a bucketful" (this dosn't mean that there was a 'cop' in the car, or even that it was a policecar (unless seen); I had loads of sightings of actual copcars doing this in N-u-T, but on 'advice'/asking from the shitehounds, I'd destroyed 3x logbooks full of details, but they're rabid maddogs & I'll not be doing that again); this is all standard fare, I've had so much I couldn't give much of a shit anymore & I mean what I say. If I die, it'll be in my sleep by a heart-stopping RF, probably. I had to laugh at their "machinegun", I mean, how awkward would that be? So I then got the "shotgun/rogue vehicle" refs. Bah. I'm law-abiding & have done nothing to deserve this & that's final. So, recently, they're back on the "thugs" & "beaten". Somewhere along the line, the blackops games have leaked into a more sensible tier of 'policing', so, aside from hundreds of sharp & dull pains each day in a rapid stress-anxiety driving-type of scheme (& the clicks & tones & muscle spasms & the rest of it), the actual torture of 12hrs/day of synthetic trigeminal neuralgia ist verboten it seems. The story goes that I've been "sold" & "bought", that I'm "slave", "owned", they're big on this - easy to see how, in terms of a psychological attack. That it seems likely that blackstate has put devices/materials inside me to literally put me-myself-&-I online in realtime, and has put my death out to tender (by possibly giving LUELINKS members my IP) is a theory that fits all I know of whats afoot, & blackstate gets a biscuit or two of PTSD, AI & etc. research data out of it too, they're "lab rat", "doktors" & "medical science" refs., 'cos it's one thing to test on animals, but human testing to destruction isn't so publically acceptable, possibly hence their "hell" refs, but they can't tell me anything. Couple of days ago I got a meaningless ref to "£10,000", to add to the "We'll help & give instructions", but it's out of kilter with their "ISIL is your fate" ( https://deeppoliticsforum.com/forums/ent...onbollocks ). "You're our best PR" paraphrase, they say; "I'm your best PR" I reply, "& whistleblower". References in the early days to "Lorenz" & "Knickebein" tell me now that their help was to be in the form of clicks to my right ear meaning "go right" & etc., "We'll help, trust us", so that they can steer their sheep-dipped silver bullet to where they want it/me; "The best double agent is the one who dosn't even know it", they've said. They wanted to make me dissociative at some stage, like some real-life retarded dullard version of Jason Bourne, hence the psyche & phys torture, "You passed the drill test" last month from No.18 - of the synthetic trigeminal neuralgia, but I don't have Stockholm syndrome & I actually really pissed-off; I got "Respect!" in <April2013, just before the suicide thing, but they have to deny that, even to me. I had some "Glaswegian devil-worshippers"-'distancing' from blackstate, last year; "Glasgowfuckyersel'"
In response to reference by wallknock & MAE clicking, 23Mar'16, from tv, "were known criminals" - the ref is saying I'm a 'known criminal' - pat-diahorrea narrative - my calls to the emergency services, outside of this torture-murder program:
c.2006, intervened in a street domestic & attempted to get the block concierge to call the cops - they arrived a minute later - girl being threatened;
c.2007, called at Market Street copshop regarding a large and 'professional' act of vandalism to St.Johns Cemetry, Jewish ground - tough gig persuading them to look at the 'photos; met 2 coppers there; occaision is absent from their records;
c.2008, found unconscious lass in street at night, ran 200m to call 999, ran back & waited for ambulance;
c.>2010, 'phoned cops about theft from building site in progress, perps lifted; 2 call-backs; absent from records;
mid2012, 'phoned cops about verbally violent domestic (this turned-out to be a skit by neighbours).
They have these 'narrative threads' that are always used to keep the referencing simple for their aptly-trained monkeys, everything 'car' related is the 'strongest'; 'go' & 'leave' are in there, an 'us against them' in their 'endlosung der judenfrage' fantasyland of 'superheros'; thru' all of 2015, they've been ref'ing me to ISIL, by tv, when reading the 'paper, & strongly by the use of the dream choreography, such as sub-black on black tickertape msg's whilst in that hypnogogic state (I've not consciously caught what those actual msg's were, I was too surprised to see what I'd expected, similar to when the analogue radio actually did start speaking to me & later this was the source of their faked 'factions' suggestion when the torture of synthetic neuralgia was "Redlined", presumably I'm to think by the 'good guys', who're 'battling the forces of evil, the "Vultures". As regards the ISIL bit, as in 'go to ISIL', it's been very very prevalent for that year, "It's your fate", the idea is that they make life so hard & stressfull & painful here in the UK, that my loyalty will change from Brit to insane Islamofascist (like I say, my identity - indelible, is athiest, smoking, drinking, history-buff, libero-conservative centre-right glancing left secular democrat in a north-west European mode, so they've quite the hill to climb on that score - I'm sure they saw that as a good test for their techniques & technologies). Thing is, what with I know of their ways and means & who's behind this - a blackstate torture-murder ISIL recruitment operation & cut-out franchise, tightly-controlled, it's their best option, to cover their arses with their usual retrospective "I told you so". That picture of "very strange" & etc. that they effectively 'paint' you is important, it's intended to demonstrate that you are 'other'/No.18's "Not one of us" (yeah? - I'd shoot myself), curtailing empathy/sympathy & backed by 'authority', I gather; according to the refs that I get, I'm a rascist, anti-Semite, misogynist, sexist, far-right, Nazi-Hitler & a whole lot more - rapist murderer, & last night, 17Mar'16, "enemy agent" ref'ed with a remotely-induced sudden, sharp neuralgic pain, with not a hint of irony. It's often said that demonstrating an 'anti-proof' is impossible, as opposed to demonstrating 'proof'; how is it that I'm to demonstrate these things are false, once their picture painted in shades of brown is completed, & to whom? That I get alot of "was never taken to court/trial" to me speaks volumes of their pro-cess. I'm guessing that they deleted my YT account in part due to all the Hitler-pisstaking, my reasoning against Israels excesses, a demonstration of being in favour of law & order, vitriol against the hacking of Milly Dowlers 'phone - "The MI's were involved in all this with Murdoch" & much else that was not in accord with their picture-propaganda; they play their psyche, cyber- & direct-to-mind manipulation & PR games.
They've made all the effort to make me aware that I'm 'public' information and indeed, "slave" (ie. someone, probably 33, stands outside my window and says loudly, "You're mine", like, 'owned', >2013; No.18's ref'ed before to "We know you better than you know yourself" - they know precisely shit); this used to be a very very common reference; in the early days I was to be sent to Boston Lincs, to be enroled by a gypsy gangmaster (those similar such reports in the news that you hear on occaision, that's 'them' - the shitehounds as I call them, that's their doing - "Go to sea, because there's something about the water that absorbs the radio signals" was another common one). "Sold" & indeed "bought" are one-time familiar, of which I got 'sold' just last night 4Mar'16 for the first time in ages). But as for their narrative of me having been 'burnt' publically, I can only return the favour with the names I know, & they certainly don't like that at all (the sudden dull neuralgic pains, the days-long crunching headaches, the sharp maser(?) head & body pains, the muscle twitches as apophenics and the floor-stampings from particularly No.22, DL3 7DG are very very frequent - it usually takes me a week+ to draft something, so they have lots of time to prep themselves & me). No.22 are transients, they stay a year or so (3 tennants so far), then another person/couple move-in & it starts again with them. The tactic of very regular floor-thumping & assorted apophenics is what they do, No.18 on the other hand, they moved-in very soon after I did, not much less than 3yrs ago; they're deeply 'cold' & psychotic, I assume that's a 'hub' for the operation. The 1st they moved-in, they stood below my window, with some other people, their conversation loud & heavy on the references; one of them in a T-shirt with a drawing of someone who's right eye was gouged-out - this is a goal of theirs - the way that they 'see' thru' my eyes via the cortical modem effect, they drop hints (as if I needed them with all the apophenic refs whilst I'm even scan-reading, not subvocalising, & to pics in the paper/books, whatever I look at; then they'll show pics - T-shirts are fairly frequent, of eyes gouged-out, & drop the idea of 'camera' into the ambience of things. There's some interesting stuff related to this on YT, 'Jack Gallant', but they can 'see' in sufficiently hi-def, to see/read ahead on the page I'm on ('jack' is a very frequent ref, there's many connotations which plays well to the confusatory schiz 'training', & it's radio-frequencies that they use). No.18 is 'Lisa Round', tho' I'd not be surprised if the package delivery was a set-up. (In the last few days, today is 7March'16, there's been quite the surge in neuralgic pains & refs of "impossible/abandoned/doomed/fate"-type refs, really laying it on thick: there's been a break in me typing-up, it takes up to a fortnight to get a doc together, there's so much to remember & order, & my own home pc is boot-failed, presumably technique 'Polar/Arctic Breeze' I think it's called, so everything's at the library, an hour/day, same technique as the tv pic/sound blank/blip/sqwark 'apophenics'; in the last week, I've suddenly got BBC back, for 2.5yrs, I've had nothing at all there; I don't necessarily believe anything my tv says, I know full well that they can direct-broadcast whatever they want, word substitutions are common, "suicide", "rope/rape", "pills", it's all done by AI bots more-or-less instantly - my tv's been on a very slight 1/10thsecond or so, delay for yrs). In mid/>2012, the Shipping Forecast came-over my analogue radio as "Cromarty - 999, Dogger - 999, etc. - 999".
Notes from my logbook:
Mon7March'16: c.6pm, I say "What we need is a socialist revolution" to Mo', of some corruption on tv; No.18 wallthumps immediately tho' not too loud, this is standard fare, 'they' say 'a social revolution' is what they're doing by devolving themselves & regressing the country back to a Mediaevalist rabble of utterly lawless torture-murdering Simian Korps, so I quickly add "-not Nationalist Socialist tho'", which always winds 'em up, self-elevated to the status of morally illiterate "superheroes" that they are - they profess a PR bluff of "Gandhi", whilst training & exercising themselves to inflict sufficiently excessive pain, physical & psychological, to destroy ppl. They kept saying in the early days that "Pain is all in the mind"; interesting distancing deceit; it may be technically true, but in realworld (of which they're strangers), it's just so much 'pat' & over-worked lies.
I remember something from c.2009; 'Ben' used to call Canada (he lived in Halifax, Nova Scotia, apparently; 24.224.219.65) "Canukistan", which 2yrs later led on to & remains one of 'their' big refs - "Pakistan/Afghanistan/Syria/Egypt/couscous" etc., as in "Go to-". This is very much along the line of their "Go to ISIL - it's your fate", "MI5 helps ppl cross the Turkish border into Syria". Another few things that suggest strongly a set-up - which it could only be - "car" is a very regular reference thread, presumably as in "to drive-"; in c.2009/10 he'd sent a link to the Newfoundland accent, saying "car" (new found land); also around the same time, a YT vid of a demo of an African 'click' language, probably Xhosa - 'clicking' is very big on the mental stressing front; that percussion instrument of 2 hardwood rods creates a very sharp sound, what they do is to stress & to traumatise, then that loud sharp 'click' is introduced as an anxiety/stress 'driver'; the auditory reference apophenics are almost always very sudden sharp noises, precise to the ref msg, & to get 'you' jumpy (for these reasons, noise can't be often & random, otherwise the msg'ful intent is diluted, except during a specific tactic of very very frequent knocking/stamping to anything & everything on ie. the tv; this one's goading to wind you up & piss you off & often happens during informative programs because a distinct part of the aim of the 'program' is to simply 'stop' you, to shut you down, to stop you learning, 'growing', thinking, to divest you of your faculties, to disinform you - this is important, so that whenever I'm pondering something, there will be some sort of referencing distraction, pain, ear clicking, muscle spasms, etc., in the same way as whilst writing this, I'm getting a couple of neuralgic pains to different parts of my head suddenly, whilst sitting in the library - all par for course); I remember sitting in bed when the 'program' was well under way, and having what sounded like ppl outside my flat, slapping pool cues against the wall of my flat whilst I was reading, at 3-5am as the next step to fear 'training' I supposed (so hard were they. that dents & chunks were taken out of the plaster - it can get you quite jumpy - No.17, the Pines, N-u-T, NE4). They ref "electricity" then short-circuit your toaster so that you get a shock, then make an electrical discharge sound under the bath when you're in it, stop your boiler - & start it, then say the loo water's 'live'; similarly, turning the edge of your razor out so that it cuts you & tainting food & ref'ing it as poisoned & soon you start to look unkempt because you're avoiding these things - all part of the wholistic approach - Zersetzung max. My pepper had the radioactive element from smoke alarms in it, as I then peppered my beans - always steer towards that last fall of shot.
Theory: that Newfoundland accented "car"; I'd remarked to 'Ben' that it sounded Irish, like Ed Byrnes accent; 'Ben''d been simultaneously logged-in to Luelinks & chirped-up that everyone their thought Ed Byrne to be a fine fella ('course, there's 'burn' in there, & maybe 'head' to go with the "decapitation" refs): I'd made an observation 'to the walls' (c.mid2012) about Bitcoin & Luelinks & this 'program' of cyber-attack - I'd been musing previously about how it was funded (they'd said "We're self-funding); their response was "sharpnose" which I didn't know how to take but later found that 'Sharpnose Point' is in Cornwall, Bude, right next door to GCHQ: I'm now assuming that Luelinks represents a 1st tier 'down' into the civilian world from blackstate US/UK; he'd earlier sent me a screenshot of a snippet of conversation from Luelinks revealing his nickname there to be 'Andy(?) Garcia', ie. from the 'Grateful Dead' (thinks, all those "Death is peaceful" msgs when I was being tortured with synthetic neuralgias; last year in an email I'd sent him, he'd been very very quick to say that trigeminal neuralgia is "incredibly painful, but not dangerous"; not many ppl have heard of it, but what he was really saying was that it hadn't done me harm, in & of itself - that 'Gandhi'-PR-thing, where they pretend to 'do no harm'-type; thing is, with an awful lot of excruciating pain you can break a persons will, & it's the fact that I was being tortured to death, & he knew it full well, being an active torture-murderer; he's claimed to be a "sniper" & have 70+ kills under his belt - all very "Dexter". So, I'm theorising that Luelinks (Life, Universe & Everything-links, as they stockpile & centralise ripped-off films & software etc., originally on Megaupload almost exclusively - which has been mirrored I gather) is effectively a fully operational blackstate cut-out for a Murder Inc.He'd shared access to a lifetime account with M/U, the password, regularly changed, but always variations on "Carbotron", carbon & 'Tron', burnt & stuck inside the machine. "So, what happened to the fella whose account this is, 'Ben'?", "Oh, he died"; him, very eager that I use this account, me very reluctant, 'til M/U downloads stopped working, fancy that "You've been using this free service too much" when I'd not used it for weeks. All this would be consistant with the deeply deranged shitheads inside my head - I'll bet that any psychological study demographic of 'hackers' shows a clear slant towards some very peculiar & obsessive types of grandiose & 'untouchable' socio-pathologies; "Powerrr!" was the last snearing & obtusely invasive synthetic telepathy subvocalisation, in c.mid2013 whilst looking at a picture of the Gloster E.28/39, a 'P' in a circle, for 'prototype'; I had to laugh, just so pathetic. This theory leads-on to something I'd partly suspected, that many of the hack-attacks Britain's had in the last few yrs (they don't get much billing in the news but they're often to be found buried in BBC news txt) could be a flexing of muscles/blackmail; UCAS(?), BBC, BT, BA & other airlines, & many more. On from that, it's possibly consistant with the "We gave them the ability, & now they don't want to give it back"; "Ukraine" is an established ref, just last month, the Ukraine/Crimea suffered the worlds 1st (apparently) cyber-caused power outage. I get so many refs to "ISIL", "Go to-", "It's your fate" - #OpISIL, which leads-on in turn to 'Guardians of Peace' perhaps, it's surely the picture they paint of themselves in shades of brown. (I've just read, >March'16, from 'The Pentagons Brain', that there's a DARPA operational PR template called Narrative Networks (N2) - there are very many refs that I've had over the years that are cropping-up whilst I'm scattershot leafing thru' this book; as soon as I started using 'narrative' in the context of their attack 'profiles', 'they' seized on it & adopted it as their own 'trigger'/cue/ref - this in itself a very familiar tactic of theirs, like playground mimicry & endlessly repeated; I've usually called these 'klepto-refs/ing'. The film 'Old Boy' obviously gets the refs; there's a line in this which is likely relevant, "Laugh & the world laughs with you; weep & you weep alone"; it's true that to the arse-end of the V-manner & to average volk, they 'drive' this pro-cess, keep it 'onside', with witty schadenfreude).
In D'ton mid2013, I'd bumped into an old school friend who has schiz., who I'd not seen for 10yrs+, possibly a set-up as I was working to a predictable timetable; 'round at his house a wk later, he spoken with that verbal gluttoral stop clicking very pronounced, curious what they can do, tho' this was I think the only time he did this: this was at the time when the shitehounds were trying to maintain/resurrect the conditions that they were able to create in NuT when I'd lived alone, during the 'hiatus' noted below. I strongly suspect that 'playing' with - ie. tortureing, mental patients is all a standard part of this 'system' for training & amusement, as no-one will believe them & they're easy, very much a repetition of that BBC3 cyber-bullying program - I'm sure that the 'overseers of this cyber-attack scheme know it to be so & that it's an embarrassment even for the seedy, sordid, skulking deepblacks - a blind-eye to a self-indulgence too far - so many neuralgics & at a hi-frequency since mentioning it. (Not long ago from now, March2016, I'd been 'round there again; he'd suddenly blurted-out "Chelsea smile"; on the way home that night, I'd passed a young lad with a Chelsea smile T-shirt, no coincidence - it's happened too often, that's just one example. They use this friend of mine to 'phone me up and threaten me in a veiled way, last night it was someone had bought a shotgun (I've had "shotgun" refs thru' 2012, 2014, & now <2016; they'd threatened machine-gunning me, which made me laugh - all the ballistic forensics & cartridges to pick up, what a chore - "You might consider a shotgun, dozy". In N-u-T tho', I did take long late night walks over derelict ground thru' the shadows, expecting a 9mm or two, as per the ref'ings). It's in this same way that they get to make & call ppl "guilty" - they themselves have trespassed into your mind with their thoughts, & then they call you "guilty", sans presentable evidences ("Never went to court") or any form of recogniseable process, & as insane and fictional as it sounds, police & masqueraders & etc. then join-in, with the appearance of absolutely masses of sado-narcissistic psychopaths around. Fantastically intricate bit of manipulation that they've played-out, 'til you understand that they use a cortical modem & have a direct read'n'feed/feed'n'read access to my mind to play with (they seem keen that this is down to 'quantum entanglement', rather than what I assume it to be - thru' mobile 'phone masts; I assume they're just 'distancing' it & distracting me), hence all their "dreams" & "ghosts" (I write on a site called Deep Politics Forum, which after a few months, suddenly started taking 2+ "certificate errors" to access via IE (Chrome takes you straight to it, as tho' everything's hunky-dory, & this is why IE is being phased-out - it does what it should, not what's required of it; Chrome is centrally intelligenced controlled (see: Google, Clinton emails, Syria), & as astonishing & plain barmy as it sounds, what's happening to me is the current state of MK-Ultra - the psychological attack profiles all there, including the dissociative attack - I have a modem in my fucking head, or what amounts to it - ie, a material/aerial/chip I think very likely). QUACK
So, they've been setting me up as an Islamic extremist for years & years before "I finally got you", in Aug2011, because it makes them look good - a results driven exercise, "No enemy, no KGB" as it says in book 'Mafia State' which is where I got 'Zersetzung' from - instant recognition. I'd earlier made it clear that tho' there's alot that I think my country suffers from, in terms of it's organisation & functionaries, I was English, indelibly, that I'm an athiest, republican & a whole lot else - a republican, so I get "IRA" & "Donald Trump", etc.; they'd seen this as a challenge, a mark of identity that, using Alexander Kennedy-style techniques of 'loyalty change' (see Ch4 Cruel Britannia) & with the range of radio-frequency influencing, as well as the breakdown of self that comes with overt & long-term infliction of excruciating pain causes. There's also just about the only band & tune he'd mentioned to me, "Rock the Casbah by The Clash" - no refs there then, from around the same time. Deffinately quite the exercise in manipulation, not so much of me, but of their PRbollocks & it's recipients. He'd also said that he'd seen 9-11 in progress - his 'legend' is being from New Jersey; when I'd mentioned this to a mutual friend from St.Louis, that fella had retorted "DID HE???!!!". No, he didn't, it's just their Matrixbollocks double think, double speek, with a profound ability to intrusively invade minds & alter cyber records meted-out to bona fide psychopaths whos big kick in life is the manipulation of ppl. No wonder all the refs to "You've Been Framed" all those years ago. Blackstate've msg'ed me that they're "risk averse", but it's just so much diahorrea, they're "opportunity kleptomaniacs" - precious few ppl were around to weep for me, and that's how they like it - convenience is all. Another thing 'Ben' had sent long before this all started - as far as I knew, was an article on General Pershing in the Philipines, a Muslim insurrection/independance movement, where a load of those rebels had been captured, tied to stakes, a pig slaughtered in front of them, the bullets dipped in the blood, and all but one of them shot by fireing squad; the bodies were buried with the viscera & the one allowed to leave to spread the message - I've had refs to these things for 4yrs - "The one that got away", & "to spread the word". So, long before this started, I was already getting the references to it; 'newfoundland' - "car" (car adverts are used in this attack - there's been 2 or 3 over the last 4yrs which have included the dream scene fron film Inception where the land bends back on itself, and much more - 'car' is very much a basic, fundamental 'theme' for referenceing, I wonder if the bulk of their advertising comes from a single 'house'); 'Casbah', that Pershing thing; the Bill Tetley; & 'Canukistan'; also, there's the ghost car in GTA which I'd had too (just last week, c.22Mar'16, that highly news-worthy item in the 'paper, about GTA having an invincible deer roaming around, causing in-game havoc - deer do live in "forests", an old ref, where there are "trees", likewise, and "logs" - very Unit731 there & oh so familiar). So, this isn't a case of "justice" or "law", as they sooo often ref., this isn't a case of me having done anything at all to be 'guilty' of - hence their many "never went to court" & etc., rather, this is a case of a fabricated & manipulated false guilt in a world that dosn't even exist outside the twisted minds of pseudo-science & wannabe Doktor Mengeles; remember, they have the ability to directly invade the mind with brain-brain-interfaces & brain-machine-interfaces (for what it's worth to point-out, I'm getting many microwave auditory clicks to what I assume to be a cochlear implant as I write all this, and their Pavlovian pain/neuralgics; most of this psychological & physical attack is to persuade me that I'm guilty of something thru' repetition & accusation, but I'm guilty of nothing that a tap on the shoulder wouldn't've been suitable for, in my entire life, despite the masses of ref's & PR bullshit, one of which runs that I used to browse the profiles of lasses on FB, where the reality is that I once looked at a single one, the daughter of a fella who was for 20yrs+ my best pal but who I'd lost touch with on moving town; I mention this because I've had it several times & amongst all the other insanities, it's simply quite wrong, & since I've started dropping-off these 'info packs' to ppl, lawyers/solicitors & etc., the 'activity', neuralgic pains, threats & all the rest of it, the frequency of them has multiplied several times over - remember, I'm being watched & with ears-on, 24/7/52/4+, and the cortical modem - they've put a sodding modem inside my head ("PTSD" research), & torture implants at the right ear to cause the 'suicide disease' of synthetic trigeminal neuralgia; just this morning, I got 2x wall-thump refs from No.18 at 4:16am to "the box" - MI-sodding-5 ffs, who are so eager to torture-&-murder ppl (siren goes-off 5:29pm14Mar there, because there's possibly more to this - a US interstate black op) that simple convenience is the main factor; it may be that the Brits aren't happy with this, certainly the feeling of having the side of my face & head ground-out with a slowly rotating, jagged, cold, vibrating drill for 8-12hrs each night/day has stopped, tho' the "It's redlined" that came-over on Radio4 was ignored for a fortnight, & the 300 neuralgics, masers (? - very sudden sharp pains to ie. the eye), muscle spasms, hundreds & thousands of auditory effects and wall-thumps each day are perfectly ok... The law would make no distinction between either faction. And at 4:17am, "imagine a pitbull at your heels" from No.18. In <2012, "We've ruined you" - as a human being. "Pain is weakness leaving the body", "lab rat", "irrelevant", "for ever", "'til you die", yeah? - well fuck you too. "Not one of us" eh? - I'd shoot myself with inverted commas.
Crimes of Blackstate Torture-murderers: it's a scheme to murder by induced/commanded suicide on a destroyed & traumatised mind:
'Phone tapping/bugging;
Mobile 'phone hacking/destruction;
Computer hacking/malware installations/destructions/and, so I'm led to believe, 'evidence' planting;
Email hacking/accounts deletions;
24/7/52/++4 eyes- & ears-on with 'live' referencing (apophenics) in the home, on the street, in bed, in the bath & shower;
24/7/52/++4 cyber- & real-life stalking;
ID theft & dissemination of personal details and real-time feeds;
24/7/52/++4 radio-frequency irradiations - and not just the 'tinnitus';
Psycho-surgical implantations during induced trance-like unconcsiousness, in the home;
Brainwashing, schiz 'training', trauma programs, psychological torture programs, subliminals and dream choreographed indoctrinations - a raft of Derren Brown-type techniques;
Physical torture - synthetic 'trigeminal' neuralgia, supposed microwave lasers 'point effects', 'death ray' cardial stops and arrhythmias, long (-hours) simulated hi-stress effects to the heart, myocardial infarction simulations/impositions [neuralgic right temple];
Death threats and threats of violence & injury, many intimidatory tactics;
Imposed medical issues;
Poisonings and likely druggings;
Thefts of- & tainting of foodstuffs;
Home 'break'-ins and thefts and foodstuff adulterations;
Full range of Zersetzung tactics (Stasi/KGB);
Full range of psychological attacks;
Silent sound commands/coersions;
Electrocutions by short circuited appliances and remote static charging of the self;
False medical treatments and tests/falsified results;
Falsified/very heavily skewed police records & actions, intimidatory tactics;
Home systems hacking - boiler, intercoms, security systems, 'phone-ring referencing and silent- & cold callings;
Smoke/fire alarm systems activations;
Tv & radio feeds (literally thousands of "suicide"s & suggestions of the modus);
Edges on razors turned-out to cause cutting;
Ewan Cameron/Alexander Kennedy tactics of traumatising & 'change of loyalties';
Electromagnetic and radiofrequency attacks of a type that 'no-one in their right mind' would believe, very great range of influence techniques, Tim Rifat is absolutely spot-on [neuralgic], but his writings seem to be up to c.2000, so there's much much more.
Rough timeline of 'Monarch' trauma programming;
1) Aug2011-mid2012 - schiz/trauma/fear 'training'; overt eyes- & ears on with a sarcastic running commentary (apophenics & narratives) to absolutely anything & everything - 'distance' Zersetzung;
2) <2012->2012 - "slave" refs; 'contact' Zersetzung - home entered & stalking in the street;
3) c.mid2012-<2013 - schiz max; full spectrum attack, very heavy & 'overt';
4) >2012-c.mid2013 - torture, synthetic trigeminal neuralgia, 180days consecutive, excruciating-to-agonising pain;
5) 15April2013 - murder by suicide (silent sound commanding?); GP Dr. Esednu(sp) NE4 had provided a bucketful of Ibu & Co-prox in response to the pain, with no appointment for tests;
6) Mid2013 - hiatus, moved from N-u-T to D'ton; 'redeployment' & reassessment by the shitehounds; inticement of "£200/wk if you're schiz"; medical matters; parameds at Dr.Piper House were absolutley disgusted with Esednu, bless their cotton socks - the spell begins to break;
7) Mid2013->2013 - Schiz/trauma restart & maintainance attempts; 2x neighbours, No's18&22; contact(?) poisoned, possibly doorbells, 2x's, 'haematuria', very painful, c.20hrs each;
8) >2013-<2014 - 'mush'; I begin to refuse & deny them - the 'program' has lost it's convenience factor;
9) c.>2013-<2014 - reactance sets-in; I learn about 'apophenics', 'pareidolia' & 'ideas of reference' (diagnostic symptoms of schiz); also TIM RIFAT & ELF pulse-modulated microwaves (embarassingly, after the schiz terms, the first scientific 'handle' I got on the synthetic telepathy, 'dream choreography' etc, was from 'Rough Guide to Conspiracies', a single page mentioning microwaves); where I could often see what they were doing & understood that obviously there was a technology for this - not 'malevolent gods', learning a few concepts & terms solidifies firmly my reactance to this torture-murder-for-fuckall scheme; closely followed by a period of very heavy stressing/influencing/anxiety generation by the shitehounds; "He's as hard as a rubber ball";
10) 2014-present, March2016 - many harrassments & death/injury threats; very frequent dream choreography indoctrinational-type 'messageing', very heavy on the "ISIL", "Syria" etc ref'ing, Alexander Kennedy-style 'loyalty changeing' assaults/ influencing tactics; I see it all for what it is - pro-cess, lies, fraud, brainwashing, & very very artificial.
Tues8Mar: Ref to "flushed-out" last night, very consistant with their auto-ego-fellations - it makes 'em look & feel good (N2 narrative?); online, I'd almost literally stood on a mountain top, screaming obscenities at the gods & waving my arms around day-in, day-out, so equating that to "flushed-out"'s a good 'un indeed - creates a picture that's simply soo not true, & I'm long-past being maleable to their bullshit, no matter how much it feels as tho' I'm being heckled by a busload of gobshites at a Tourettes convention. To justify what they've done and are doing, they've set me up as an ISIL recruit - so many refs to this; along this line, 'T' has had alot of ref'ing - 'terrorist'; another old ref from before this all started was 'Bens' 'Bill Tetley'; 'byl' is a Cold War term, meaning 'I was', Tetley's obviou...
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Albert Camus - "The only way to deal with an unfree world is to become so absolutely free that your very existence is an act of rebellion".
Douglas MacArthur — "Whoever said the pen is mightier than the sword obviously never encountered automatic weapons."
Albert Camus - "Nothing is more despicable than respect based on fear."