05-12-2016, 06:47 PM
(This post was last modified: 06-12-2016, 06:04 PM by Michael Barwell.)
Seriously shit nights sleep & 3x's dc's.
Lay awake with a very loud & shrill hissing sound & sensation coursing thru' my head for hours last night/this morning; very frequent >clicks< & point neuralgics to the right side of my face/head & to the top, and incoming whispers' of the like of "You're/He's burning to death" & a plethora of an at times mass of other whisperings.
The first dream choreography was odd, in that I slipped into a trance-like state, certainly not sleep', had it, then slipped back out of that state into ordinary consciousness; not sure I've had this technique before as well defined as that; my present home, tho' owned & inhabited by an old pal of mine who died several years ago, and my first (actually 2[SUP]nd[/SUP]) cat, Pepper, with [ooooh, neuralgic right side] me poised to be going home, back to my pad.
2[SUP]nd[/SUP] was scenarioed in a large very plush students union type room, or more likely an executive office type of rec room/conference hall. Swish but conservatively tasteful, dimly lit; chrome tube steel chairs & tables (maybe an incorporation of the Wassily' I want; bit of conversation with the few ppl in it, then move to the boogey-box to choose, where a nice & fetching lass comes-over to chat. And that was that; this motif' of a fetching lass strolling-over is very common.
3[SUP]rd[/SUP] was curious; a doss-type hippy lair; ppl lounging; sense of them being friends & known to one another, and me, whilst being there with a lass in my lap with a poor copy of a Grim Fandango-type head/full masque, being unacquainted. A whiff of Mary Jane itself, something [neuralgic] of a theme atm… >groan<. Some social faux pas or similar from this lass to me, with me leaving (-a theme) & the phrase "He's lost the scent" from the resident self-nominated Koresh.
I was roused to this, with the follow-on whisper of "He means you've lost the scent of god" by way of explanation. This is kinda interesting; it was as tho' these ppl were radio-frequency junkies, high of having the god-inducing part of their brains fellated.
"Belief and the brain's 'God spot' - http://www.independent.co.uk/news/scienc...41022.html
Scientists say they have located the parts of the brain that control religious faith. And the research proves, they contend, that belief in a higher power is an evolutionary asset that helps human survival. Steve Connor reports - Tuesday 10 March 2009
,,,, Scientists searching for the neural "God spot", which is supposed to control religious belief, believe that there is not just one but several areas of the brain that form the biological foundations of religious belief. …."
Or even better
"THE RIGHT TEMPORAL LOBE AND ASSOCIATED LIMBIC LOBE STRUCTURES AS THE BIOLOGICAL INTERFACE WITH AN INTERCONNECTED UNIVERSE - The Network December 1999 (The Network is a British peer reviewed journal dedicated to cutting edge topics in physics and neuroscience. A theoretical physicists was one of the reviewers of this paper)
ABSTRACT: Deep right temporal lobe and associated limbic lobe structures are clearly linked to human religious experiences of all types, including conversion experiences and near death experiences… "
http://spiritualscientific.com/yahoo_sit...184922.pdf
1999 there. I've written here before about No.18 ref'ing via wall thumps & knocks, to the like of "Doing gods work" and a fairly large number of other similars.
The right temporal lobe is precisely the area that the bulk of the tinnitus' originates from (also to cerebellum area), & when I have these dream choreographies', it's the spot in front of the top of the right ear which has a very strong sound & sensation of hissing/tingling/dry sand poured onto a tin roof-type, or water coursing thru' a pipe as per domestic plumbing. It's also the location of the synthetic trigeminal/migrainous neuralgia [ooh top centre-right neuralgic pain there].
I suspect I've had a lot of the godbluff. This ex-army psychiatrist I know & regularly subject to discussion on this matter, very frequently tells me that my beliefs, as he puts it, in those all powerful' people/beings, has a very strong element of religiosity' about it, about being similar to the divine'. I find I constantly have to try to reinforce into him, that I don't do gods, ghosts or wizards, [siren there], & that in fact, I have barely concealed if at all concealed, contempt for god-botherers, & that, rather, with a cortical modem effect & a battalion of the most grotesquely deranged & obsessive, psychotic pukes making light work of the 24/7/52/+5, I can't help but feel mightily insulted at the insinuation.
They're very big on their godbluff.
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Lots of references in this article, names of ppl for eg, researchers, - a SOP. Sagan, Kennedy, Cushing, Morse, Barret, Morgan, Dewhurst, Mary Dejevsky- the journo- gets the refs - sounds a bit like Devinsky, Williams, Penfold which sounds a bit like Penfield; this is the way that the shitehounds fellate their own egos, by pretending to be something other than legends in their own lunchtimes, or refuting the "idiot savants outside of their comfort zones". It's like I say, & like No.18 said with the "not a real person/ [staccato clicks], Lab rat/ disposable/ medical science" refs, & 'Ben's Steam page - "Urgent; send 100kg of white mice".
Lay awake with a very loud & shrill hissing sound & sensation coursing thru' my head for hours last night/this morning; very frequent >clicks< & point neuralgics to the right side of my face/head & to the top, and incoming whispers' of the like of "You're/He's burning to death" & a plethora of an at times mass of other whisperings.
The first dream choreography was odd, in that I slipped into a trance-like state, certainly not sleep', had it, then slipped back out of that state into ordinary consciousness; not sure I've had this technique before as well defined as that; my present home, tho' owned & inhabited by an old pal of mine who died several years ago, and my first (actually 2[SUP]nd[/SUP]) cat, Pepper, with [ooooh, neuralgic right side] me poised to be going home, back to my pad.
2[SUP]nd[/SUP] was scenarioed in a large very plush students union type room, or more likely an executive office type of rec room/conference hall. Swish but conservatively tasteful, dimly lit; chrome tube steel chairs & tables (maybe an incorporation of the Wassily' I want; bit of conversation with the few ppl in it, then move to the boogey-box to choose, where a nice & fetching lass comes-over to chat. And that was that; this motif' of a fetching lass strolling-over is very common.
3[SUP]rd[/SUP] was curious; a doss-type hippy lair; ppl lounging; sense of them being friends & known to one another, and me, whilst being there with a lass in my lap with a poor copy of a Grim Fandango-type head/full masque, being unacquainted. A whiff of Mary Jane itself, something [neuralgic] of a theme atm… >groan<. Some social faux pas or similar from this lass to me, with me leaving (-a theme) & the phrase "He's lost the scent" from the resident self-nominated Koresh.
I was roused to this, with the follow-on whisper of "He means you've lost the scent of god" by way of explanation. This is kinda interesting; it was as tho' these ppl were radio-frequency junkies, high of having the god-inducing part of their brains fellated.
"Belief and the brain's 'God spot' - http://www.independent.co.uk/news/scienc...41022.html
Scientists say they have located the parts of the brain that control religious faith. And the research proves, they contend, that belief in a higher power is an evolutionary asset that helps human survival. Steve Connor reports - Tuesday 10 March 2009
,,,, Scientists searching for the neural "God spot", which is supposed to control religious belief, believe that there is not just one but several areas of the brain that form the biological foundations of religious belief. …."
Or even better
"THE RIGHT TEMPORAL LOBE AND ASSOCIATED LIMBIC LOBE STRUCTURES AS THE BIOLOGICAL INTERFACE WITH AN INTERCONNECTED UNIVERSE - The Network December 1999 (The Network is a British peer reviewed journal dedicated to cutting edge topics in physics and neuroscience. A theoretical physicists was one of the reviewers of this paper)
ABSTRACT: Deep right temporal lobe and associated limbic lobe structures are clearly linked to human religious experiences of all types, including conversion experiences and near death experiences… "
http://spiritualscientific.com/yahoo_sit...184922.pdf
1999 there. I've written here before about No.18 ref'ing via wall thumps & knocks, to the like of "Doing gods work" and a fairly large number of other similars.
The right temporal lobe is precisely the area that the bulk of the tinnitus' originates from (also to cerebellum area), & when I have these dream choreographies', it's the spot in front of the top of the right ear which has a very strong sound & sensation of hissing/tingling/dry sand poured onto a tin roof-type, or water coursing thru' a pipe as per domestic plumbing. It's also the location of the synthetic trigeminal/migrainous neuralgia [ooh top centre-right neuralgic pain there].
I suspect I've had a lot of the godbluff. This ex-army psychiatrist I know & regularly subject to discussion on this matter, very frequently tells me that my beliefs, as he puts it, in those all powerful' people/beings, has a very strong element of religiosity' about it, about being similar to the divine'. I find I constantly have to try to reinforce into him, that I don't do gods, ghosts or wizards, [siren there], & that in fact, I have barely concealed if at all concealed, contempt for god-botherers, & that, rather, with a cortical modem effect & a battalion of the most grotesquely deranged & obsessive, psychotic pukes making light work of the 24/7/52/+5, I can't help but feel mightily insulted at the insinuation.
They're very big on their godbluff.
Lots of references in this article, names of ppl for eg, researchers, - a SOP. Sagan, Kennedy, Cushing, Morse, Barret, Morgan, Dewhurst, Mary Dejevsky- the journo- gets the refs - sounds a bit like Devinsky, Williams, Penfold which sounds a bit like Penfield; this is the way that the shitehounds fellate their own egos, by pretending to be something other than legends in their own lunchtimes, or refuting the "idiot savants outside of their comfort zones". It's like I say, & like No.18 said with the "not a real person/ [staccato clicks], Lab rat/ disposable/ medical science" refs, & 'Ben's Steam page - "Urgent; send 100kg of white mice".
Martin Luther King - "Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere."
Albert Camus - "The only way to deal with an unfree world is to become so absolutely free that your very existence is an act of rebellion".
Douglas MacArthur — "Whoever said the pen is mightier than the sword obviously never encountered automatic weapons."
Albert Camus - "Nothing is more despicable than respect based on fear."
Albert Camus - "The only way to deal with an unfree world is to become so absolutely free that your very existence is an act of rebellion".
Douglas MacArthur — "Whoever said the pen is mightier than the sword obviously never encountered automatic weapons."
Albert Camus - "Nothing is more despicable than respect based on fear."