25-11-2010, 04:39 AM
Ed Encho Wrote:"The question you asked is, in my opinion, the most critical question that could be asked. Be advised, that if you find the answer to that question, you will have the answers to all your questions. But if you publicize that answer, you will never be safe again."
-Really, when you think about it are any of us ever truly safe?
Every morning when you get into your automobile you are risking your life.
Everybody dies...
Redouble the efforts to out the bastards, at every fucking level, not only this pig but all of the pigs.
EE
I have had several brushes with death recently, and I know what it was that motivated me to re-emerge from a left-sided multiplex almost-totally hemiplegic stroke. I read "Living in Process" by Anne Wilson Schaef, whose frontispieces have the names of the cardiologists, nurses and ICU beds so that I will not forget those who saved my life.
I read "The Body Silent" by Daniel Murphy, the professor emeritus of anthrpology at Columbia who described his diagnosis of the paralytic cerebral palsy, our culture's reactions to handicap, and his eventual slow death.
I also read "The Denial of Death" by cultural anthropologist Ernest Becker, for which he won the Pulitzer Prize, before my sudden cardiac arrest, or the days spent unconscious in the ICU.
I had previousy read Laurence Gonzalez' book "Deep Survival: Who Lives, Who Dies, and Why".
All four are highly recommended reading.
I have continued my efforts... re-doubling isn't necessary in my case.... but when the coroner rules it a suicide, life insurance doesn't pay anything to the survivors, who are left with nothing but questions, grief and loss.
The objective is to stay alive long enough to have made it count for something, to squeeze the marrow out of one's being, not to sacrifice it mindlessly.
"Where is the intersection between the world's deep hunger and your deep gladness?"