26-02-2012, 10:11 PM
Myra and everyone else:
I don't think DPF is a forum where anyone should be targeted unless what they are doing is anathema to life and love, to human right, functionality, knowledge acquisition, comprehension, and right action.
An explanation arrived by e-mail.
I don't think DPF is a forum where anyone should be targeted unless what they are doing is anathema to life and love, to human right, functionality, knowledge acquisition, comprehension, and right action.
An explanation arrived by e-mail.
I will keep that to myself and not speak of it to anyone.
I understand now.
I understand now.
I am afraid I upset the apple cart by asking a question which makes me appear paranoid and makes it appear that I feel I am being picked on, targeted, etc. I apologize for that; nothing could be farther from the truth once a simple denial or statement that I am not under suspicion has sufficed. I can drop it now. I was pretty sure, but now am certain with the explanation, that I'm not interested in digging into those details or that intrigue, and have no contact with it or any of the people noted.
I was concerned about me because of my prior experiences on this board and more importantly at two other boards where my anti-Zionist views are more strongly known and expressed, where I was busy "outing" the current US administration as a Zionist tool, where I had already "outed" five people as "agents" (three of them openly published and past history in terms of 9/11, two of them not yet disclosed, one clearly a foreign military asset, to say nothing of the usual coterie of ex-elite soldier and less well-armed types) but which is now a moot point as that discussion board [CGCS] was brought down by means and method not yet clarified or understood but for which I am/was/probably still are seen as the primary indirect source by posting anti-Zionist material on a consistent basis. [Furthermore, my nemesis there followed me to a re-energized E Pluribus Unum where I will no longer be active because the man is anathema to me; I have had three personal human interactions with him (lunch, a phone call, a visit during my rehab process)(it was the phone call that allowed the full flavor of the individual to emerge).
Inside the US polity, any discussion or debate about AIPAC/Zionist or Jewish influence on domestic Presidential, congressional or other politics, to say nothing of US foreign/military policy, draws immediate attention, some degree of back-talk, intimidation, or even threat. I have been intimidated frequently, been called "crazy", and have been threatened physically, and have been generally "targeted". [It's minor stuff given the totality, and others here have suffered far worse.] [I am also deeply informed about the degree of US and Israeli surveillance and penetration of the US Internet/social media.] It's not a mystery to anyone paying attention that I have done my own deep reading and history into Zionist history and internal American awareness of it and speaking out against it since the very early 1900's if not earlier. These Zionists and their friends are knowingly active in covert assassination of perceived enemies, and the White House information tzar and others suggest that discussion of conspiracy theory can warrant extrajudicial detention, unlimited detention without rights, or even assassination. My visible presence here, elsewhere, for years before DPF even existed, as a "9/11 Truther" has identified me as a potential terrorist and y'all are familiar with the NDAA etc. If I appear to be over-reactive, perhaps I have good cause as my internal mind scans the known universe for threats to its safety and that of others. So, as long as whatever is going on in the background of DPF doesn't involve me, Zionist issues or histories, I'll relax and rest more easily.
As has been expressed on my summonthemagic.blogspot.com blog, my life seems to be turning more towards creativity through writing and music. There have to be at least two dozen short stories on a range of topics, plus the early forms or "chapters" of two major ones, and on top of that, I am still [perpetually, on a daily basis] discovering my iMac, its GarageBand, and my own predilections toward music and music composing. The book I just bought ("the one that should have been in the box") says that GarageBand is like having a word processor for music. That blog clearly indicates a recent radical shift in life's emphases and documents the interface in the human mind/body of music, mobility and movement, and ways in which the corpus callosum can be set to humming at various wave lengths.
As a former professional medical transcriptionist who used to type -- at high speed -- a range of foreign doctors dictating in English a range of medical reports from simple and complex surgery to lengthy histories to consults, etc., while I also listened to jazz playing in my other ear (and who raised his income from $5 hour to $35K a year by mastering the use of memory and template and "banked" major strings of text used by the more frequent dictating physicians and the more frequent types of reports) , then using the same tools to create music worked out on a keyboard/synthesizer that can replicate drums, horns, organs, pianos, strings, nature sounds, laughter, church bells, cathedral organs, and capture it all for similar "placement" and then also record it for export by MP3 and YouTube, as well as assist in making podcasts and ppt-like presentations with imagery and sound, and I sense I am sitting on a potentially-Krakatoan form of creativity and output. [David Guyatt warned me of this.] [If you are in touch with him, give him my best, please.]
Keep in mind that I have a B.A. in Communications Studies with emphasis on film, video and sound production -- what was that loud crack you just heard? -- with experience in newscasting, news gathering, news editing, interviewing, and a major seniors project on broadcast news and public affairs in 1973 with written and oral reports plus syllabi whose grade was literally off the charts on my visit to ABC-TV News Evening News production from 8AM to just after 7 PM that included face-to-face meetings with the graphic producer, two associate producers, the executive producer, and a seat at the table of all production meetings (all teletype and transcript copy provided gratis). [On the trip down, I drove from Amherst to their Manhattan offices in that fire-engine red Mustang in two hours flat.]
I am going to have to back off my DPF activities for a while while I go through A LEARNING CURVE.
I have no idea how long that will last. Given my penchant for reading, deep politics, mind/body topics, and other interesting things, I have no idea where it will lead. [Input and suggestions always welcome.]
I did seriously consider simply backing off of politics in general with an attitude that "you can't beat City Hall". But it won't let me go, and the idea that an antidote is to be found inside "Summon The Magic" (I think we have to help people learn to live and love fully as humans, and the politics will probably take care of themselves if they do.) is deeply embedded in me.
And I have a new tool.
So I can back off the intrigue of the thread and the site in general and get busy learning...
I am not leaving DPF.
It is entirely possible I will return in spades, with drums, videos, and original compositions of text and music.
The Muse has come by more frequently this week to visit; when it does, I have plenty of note paper tucked away in briefcase, car, and elsewhere, and I pull over to get the thoughts down. Krakatoa is rumbling.
So, hang in there...
I have very high regard for the mission of DPF, and I get a little hot under the collar when the battle gets a little nasty.
And I get concerned when I see that there is a way to make the site more functional and productive.
But if nastiness is what's required, so be it. So long as it doesn't involve me.
I think in the thread I used the term "safe camping" when clearly what I meant was something more akin to "low impact or no impact camping".
It's appropriate, given that video and the idea that I have some mountains left to climb....
****
Point to be made in parting, said in faith and humor:
One of the mysteries -- among people who work with its concepts daily -- is the breakdown in compartmentalization between back-room communications and that in the foreground.
I was concerned about me because of my prior experiences on this board and more importantly at two other boards where my anti-Zionist views are more strongly known and expressed, where I was busy "outing" the current US administration as a Zionist tool, where I had already "outed" five people as "agents" (three of them openly published and past history in terms of 9/11, two of them not yet disclosed, one clearly a foreign military asset, to say nothing of the usual coterie of ex-elite soldier and less well-armed types) but which is now a moot point as that discussion board [CGCS] was brought down by means and method not yet clarified or understood but for which I am/was/probably still are seen as the primary indirect source by posting anti-Zionist material on a consistent basis. [Furthermore, my nemesis there followed me to a re-energized E Pluribus Unum where I will no longer be active because the man is anathema to me; I have had three personal human interactions with him (lunch, a phone call, a visit during my rehab process)(it was the phone call that allowed the full flavor of the individual to emerge).
Inside the US polity, any discussion or debate about AIPAC/Zionist or Jewish influence on domestic Presidential, congressional or other politics, to say nothing of US foreign/military policy, draws immediate attention, some degree of back-talk, intimidation, or even threat. I have been intimidated frequently, been called "crazy", and have been threatened physically, and have been generally "targeted". [It's minor stuff given the totality, and others here have suffered far worse.] [I am also deeply informed about the degree of US and Israeli surveillance and penetration of the US Internet/social media.] It's not a mystery to anyone paying attention that I have done my own deep reading and history into Zionist history and internal American awareness of it and speaking out against it since the very early 1900's if not earlier. These Zionists and their friends are knowingly active in covert assassination of perceived enemies, and the White House information tzar and others suggest that discussion of conspiracy theory can warrant extrajudicial detention, unlimited detention without rights, or even assassination. My visible presence here, elsewhere, for years before DPF even existed, as a "9/11 Truther" has identified me as a potential terrorist and y'all are familiar with the NDAA etc. If I appear to be over-reactive, perhaps I have good cause as my internal mind scans the known universe for threats to its safety and that of others. So, as long as whatever is going on in the background of DPF doesn't involve me, Zionist issues or histories, I'll relax and rest more easily.
As has been expressed on my summonthemagic.blogspot.com blog, my life seems to be turning more towards creativity through writing and music. There have to be at least two dozen short stories on a range of topics, plus the early forms or "chapters" of two major ones, and on top of that, I am still [perpetually, on a daily basis] discovering my iMac, its GarageBand, and my own predilections toward music and music composing. The book I just bought ("the one that should have been in the box") says that GarageBand is like having a word processor for music. That blog clearly indicates a recent radical shift in life's emphases and documents the interface in the human mind/body of music, mobility and movement, and ways in which the corpus callosum can be set to humming at various wave lengths.
As a former professional medical transcriptionist who used to type -- at high speed -- a range of foreign doctors dictating in English a range of medical reports from simple and complex surgery to lengthy histories to consults, etc., while I also listened to jazz playing in my other ear (and who raised his income from $5 hour to $35K a year by mastering the use of memory and template and "banked" major strings of text used by the more frequent dictating physicians and the more frequent types of reports) , then using the same tools to create music worked out on a keyboard/synthesizer that can replicate drums, horns, organs, pianos, strings, nature sounds, laughter, church bells, cathedral organs, and capture it all for similar "placement" and then also record it for export by MP3 and YouTube, as well as assist in making podcasts and ppt-like presentations with imagery and sound, and I sense I am sitting on a potentially-Krakatoan form of creativity and output. [David Guyatt warned me of this.] [If you are in touch with him, give him my best, please.]
Keep in mind that I have a B.A. in Communications Studies with emphasis on film, video and sound production -- what was that loud crack you just heard? -- with experience in newscasting, news gathering, news editing, interviewing, and a major seniors project on broadcast news and public affairs in 1973 with written and oral reports plus syllabi whose grade was literally off the charts on my visit to ABC-TV News Evening News production from 8AM to just after 7 PM that included face-to-face meetings with the graphic producer, two associate producers, the executive producer, and a seat at the table of all production meetings (all teletype and transcript copy provided gratis). [On the trip down, I drove from Amherst to their Manhattan offices in that fire-engine red Mustang in two hours flat.]
I am going to have to back off my DPF activities for a while while I go through A LEARNING CURVE.
I have no idea how long that will last. Given my penchant for reading, deep politics, mind/body topics, and other interesting things, I have no idea where it will lead. [Input and suggestions always welcome.]
I did seriously consider simply backing off of politics in general with an attitude that "you can't beat City Hall". But it won't let me go, and the idea that an antidote is to be found inside "Summon The Magic" (I think we have to help people learn to live and love fully as humans, and the politics will probably take care of themselves if they do.) is deeply embedded in me.
And I have a new tool.
So I can back off the intrigue of the thread and the site in general and get busy learning...
I am not leaving DPF.
It is entirely possible I will return in spades, with drums, videos, and original compositions of text and music.
The Muse has come by more frequently this week to visit; when it does, I have plenty of note paper tucked away in briefcase, car, and elsewhere, and I pull over to get the thoughts down. Krakatoa is rumbling.
So, hang in there...
I have very high regard for the mission of DPF, and I get a little hot under the collar when the battle gets a little nasty.
And I get concerned when I see that there is a way to make the site more functional and productive.
But if nastiness is what's required, so be it. So long as it doesn't involve me.
I think in the thread I used the term "safe camping" when clearly what I meant was something more akin to "low impact or no impact camping".
It's appropriate, given that video and the idea that I have some mountains left to climb....
****
Point to be made in parting, said in faith and humor:
One of the mysteries -- among people who work with its concepts daily -- is the breakdown in compartmentalization between back-room communications and that in the foreground.
"Where is the intersection between the world's deep hunger and your deep gladness?"