Spirit Cooking

[Michael Barwell]

Michael, if I read Mark's post correctly, he was expressing appreciation for your contributions -- in his style.

>drat< - y'know, you might be right, but they psychological & physical attacks are constant & manifold - anything goes, & it's "all just gravy". That "their program is dust around their ankles" is true, the 'attack' is 'missing', so a wee fishy here an' there (that slow-knife-thru-the-armour, 'Dune'-style) is to be expected ('acquiring' 'cyber-buddies' is all a part of 'the programme' - they then fuck-off after taking the piss leaving 'you' mildly perplexed - it's a tactic: false 'compliments'); I got auditories & neuralgics when I sitting in the hospital room with mum, before, during & after she died (I 'still' - will forever get the "Your mum's been incinerated/You've no living relatives" and the rest of it, & I know how to cope with these things - I'll specifically get them when I'm 'down', en masse, like a loopy lupine hi-frequency staccato)- absolutley anything goes with the shitehounds; it's been a full-on attack for >5yrs, so I'd fully expect another tack, sooner or later.

The thing i've been pondering over this, is after >5yrs, at what point does it become 'normal', the auditories/neuralgics & muscle 'taps'/tremours to "Die!" etc. >rhetorical<

Last evening, after getting-in from town, to Star Trek, 6:44pm, a very sharp sudden, lingering 'neuralgic' pain to the mid-right side of my head, precisely coincident with "Great pain is like when you see people who have no hope for happiness", and a few follow-on sounds like wall-tapping from 18-side. This is absolutley standard, so standard over >5yrs that it's droll. I'm perfectly 'sound' in person, but all this - DPF, is just 'zeros & ones' & plastic at that & I might've got it wrong there with that post & I'll beat myself up about it later - but not too much.

(One of the earliest 'msg's i got, was "We gave them the ability, & now they don't want to give it back". Now, I'm not sure about this (true or no-), but I can theorize, that state actors are using hackers as lawless & unfettered proxies to do their bidding (circumvent any & every law regarding 'privacies' & etc), & in return, these hackers have used some of this quartermaster supplied capability to hold the master to ransom/ blackmail, as it were, over the shit that they can cause. Jus' sayin').