24-11-2016, 06:33 PM
2nd thoughts - I might've added something of interest to that >above< doc on murder-by-suicide, so the 1st finished article is below (not punctuation/grammar checked & it's an absolute bollock how much i'm having to miss-out, but that's 45pence ffs, printout)
They Call This Killing Softly'; 15April2013 Nov2016
After 18months of the programme' which started in Aug2011, on 15Ap2013 I was finally "driven" to attempting suicide if they don't get the diagnosis of insanity of you, & if you're not amenable to their indoctrinations & brainwashing', murder-by-suicide is the aim. My memory of this time is clear altho' or because it was an intensely painful experience, psychologically & physically those twin attack vectors of blackstate shitehound' torture-murderers. The agonies of the synthetic trigeminal neuralgia' had been going-on constantly at 6-12hrs/day (NHS docs say "up to 2minutes" for 180days/nights, & the psychological attacks constantly, including during sleep with dream choreographies & sleep learning', or hypnopaedia' stressing & indoctrinations, & the constant eyes- & ears-on with a sarcastic running commentary whilst I was awake, both at home & outdoors with the overt gang-stalking etc.
A month to a few days before 15Ap'13, I'd been calling the police about what was happening & I think the programme' was accelerated to a conclusion. One week before 15Ap, 2 things; 1) that it had come across my radio that the torture was being "Redlined"[as I was writing these draft notes, 21-11-'16, at 7:05am, a siren went-off precisely then]. This was a sleight of hand to create the impression of separate factions', hence muddying the waters; this was & is a common feature of the programme', voices/msgs' going over my head, to & fro. 2) A msg came across my tv to me, "Respect"; I took this, possibly wrongly, as an acknowledgement & cap doff' to, as they said, my being "resilient" in coping/rejecting the constant 360-degree' stressing-indoctrinating-schiz- training-traumatising scheme, but it was also the kiss of death. The TN' continued (to propagate the factions') unchanged for another 10-14days & sporadically for a month or so after that, at the same intensity-duration, but less frequently. I was also making arrangements to leave NuT & return home to Darlington, to the family' home, after 30years; this would have neutered' the program [wall tap 18-side 7:13am] as the vast bulk of the extremely overt psyche attack would've a) been very obvious, b) the set-up would've had to have been re-established in a new location c) my mother would've been subjected to many of the schiz- training' effects (tailored' tv/radio feed, coincidental' apophenics very much including very loud & sudden noises to create ideas of reference', ie. "Killed himself/rope/pills/train line/evil/the devil/was murdered/run-over" etc etc from tv/radio) & I strongly suspect drugs & poisons had been fed to me thru' the daily(?) home enterings & tainted foodstuffs I got a lot of notions' & msgs about my water supply being tainted/drugged, in mid & late 2012, & I'm getting those again, c) the Zersetzung tactics of psychological corrosion' moved stolen, broken & damaged items/foodstuffs with their "invisibility cloak" mind-game to account' for events that happened whilst I was asleep, such as furniture tipped over at the foot of my bed (just recently, Nov2016, since my mother died in Aug last, these "invisibility cloak" references have started again) d) a whole new crew' would need to be briefed' & emplaced.
The day of 15Ap2013 I woke feeling unusually leaden' & emotionally & psychologically compressed; it is exactly as tho' what Tim Rifat writes about, excitation potentials (or I think they're also called behavioural sets') were being used: "Particular excitation potential, is then broadcast by pulse modulated microwave transmitter. This pulse modulated microwave beam has the ELF excitation potential frequency imprinted upon it. It was found that each behavioural set in humans had a distinctive frequency. There was one for: anger, suicide, hysteria, trauma, serial killing, paranoia, lust...etc…. are routinely driven to commit suicide. having the excitation potential for suicide beamed into your brain day and night by microwave mind control weapons, soon resets the brain into a cycle of depression that spirals out of control ending in suicide. Many intelligence and technical officers in the UK, who have spilled the beans, or could be a potential leak, are driven to commit suicide by the special mind control teams run by MI5. If you look at the long list of UK military and intelligence experts who inexplicably commit suicide, one can see an underlying mind control logic that drives them to kill themselves." Microwave Mind Control'.. I am not a conspiracy theorist. I know a retired army psychologist, who, when I mentioned these excitation potentials, didn't bat an eyelid, accepting them as fact without hesitation, casually, even. I've previously mentioned the e-caffeine' & e-soporific' effects of waking/'sleeping' (deep, unresponsive trance-like torpor they used to do this to my cats; cats were used in the early experimentations I gather) in a moment; literally, these represent an on/off switch to the brain & therefore body with a more powerful signal than the brain ordinarily runs on, overriding/overwriting it.
I'd wandered aimlessly for a while & more-or-less made the decision. I returned home & collected informations that I thought relevant, writings, & mailed them to a copper in NuT who I'd had some dealings with, regarding the program', PC King 2392 ("king/King" had been a reference I'd had for a long time & very frequently; after talking with this fella, I'd been somewhat surprised to find it was, maybe coincidentally, his name).
I'd already had a lot of synthetic telepathy chats' (both cognitive whispers' & vocalised voices inside my head & mind & also coming thru' the hearing system itself microwave auditory effect) with these shitehounds, responding to their enguiltifying' & stressing/suggestive accusations & "bullying" etc., but the discussions I had that afternoon were full-on, lasting an hour or so. There were several people on the other end of the transmissions/brain-brain-interface, but it was one that I spoke most to, me vocalising out loud & getting the return direct into my mind; he claimed to be Ben', Ben Russell Everhart'/Lockmat/Lockmat666/Lucifer/24.224.219.65, a fella I thought I'd been cyber-buddies with for 2-3years, but it seems accents (his legend' was b.1987, New Jersey, living in Halifax, Nova Scotia), but it seems voice tone & accents don't come thru' the direct-to-mind received cognition, as opposed to the spoken vocalisation inside the head.
They wanted me dead, "I wish you'd never been born". I'd not taken any of the pills Dr. Esednu (Westmorland Rd Surgery)had supplied in bulk, after having immediately thrown 3quarters away, after counting them, there was a pause in the synthetic telepathy for a minute or two while he'd checked-up on the toxicity/lethality of what I had (about 30 Ibu & Co-prox). I was told that there wasn't a lethal dose there. I'd already had many "rope/hang" & very many other suicide refs for a year or so, & these started again more directly, or directedly'. For the next half hour or so, we'd argued about it, with them suggesting I get Paracetamol, & with me suggesting that they get it & leave them outside my door & knock once, when I'd pause before getting them. I refused to go out, & they refused to get them. There's a line of PR that they have for the V-manner' (volunteers that they control & direct), "Gandhi", clearly, "non-violent/ce", but it's just PR, they cause extreme physical pain for extended periods of time, & taunt, gloat & laugh in the face of their victim as it's happening, for such as the moaning noises that they make, & else I had a lot of this; then there's the poisoning, causing caustic & bloody piss, stripping-out the urinary system with clots & strings & lumps' of tissue & lining; they've done this to me twice, each lasting in the acute effect for 18-24hrs. I don't know how the poison/toxin was delivered, but I assume it was by contact, a doorbell or doorhandle, as the first time it happened, I was visiting. They torture-murder in detail & under a microscope to the point where the agonies of it break the mind & then by direction, the body; punching your heart thru' your chest from the inside is just one little trick they play. They're the most violent of all people - "We're worse than ISIL", they say. One element of the program' is the inculcation into the belief in the existence of paranormal phenomena', hence all their "malevolent gods/devil/ghosts" & "Cthulhu" refs that I'd had from soon after Aug2011; they use a cortical modem effect linked to a brain-brain-interface & brain-machine/computer(AI)-interface so it's a cheap trick; Chapter4 of book Cruel Britannia' is extremely good on how the structure & effects of the psychological attack is worked, very much including "the manipulation of stress & anxiety to induce artificial neuroses", following the works' of Alexander Kennedy et al., & the use of sleep learning' hypnopaedia' & more. From early-on, having a belief in science & a derision for gods, ghosts & wizards, I'd reasoned that the attacks were technology-based & in fact, a "man-machine-interface" even tho' I had no knowledge of such technologies; for this presumption, I got from the shitehounds "Sharpnose"; incidentally, I later learned that close to GCHQ's Bude, Cornwall base, there's a Sharpnose Point', & even before this, I'd sent a txt to the i-paper saying that I was under an "EM attack" electromagnetic.
[Docs like this take me at least several days to complete; the drafts, then just 1hr/day typing-up in the library (as they've broken both my computers this program indeed was specifically timed so that they'd have a brand new £1,000 pc to destroy, & much else, for maximum effect; I've nvr spent that on anything before), print, spell checks & corrections, all the while, monitored by the shitehounds 22Nov'16, 7:25pm, the 1[SUP]st[/SUP] neuralgic pain pulse of the day (uniquely, that it was so late in the day), to the right temple, precise to Channel4 News, "sedition", which is "the act of stirring-up rebellion against the government, state or monarch". These ppl are completely insane, or, in psychology, extreme authoritarians, & then some.]
It seems like a different world & a different time & place, their "Matrix" world, as they're so fond of saying. I'd suggested that I cut veins to increase the toxicity of the pills & this the shitehounds had quickly agreed to. Put a load of food & water out for my cats & a tin outside the front door as they knew I fed a stray outside each night, forlorn hope that. Made arrangements in the bathroom with the very strong sense of many eyes-on. I asked the walls' for the privacy to write my mum a note rejected, & as I wrote it regardless, a very loud stamp on the ceiling from No.23 above. As I prepared to do it, I could both hear and sense the excited shufflings, whispers & giggles of what I'd thought were about 30people, watching, as tho' I was in a Victorian style dissection theatre. I gagged with so many pills & bled heavily, in a minute going thru' extreme nausea, cold chills & to a wave of hot, prickly heat & slipped into unconsciousness to those sounds of the shitehounds, sneering & gloating at the spectacle (remember, I'm saying that they use a cortical modem they were both quite literally tuned-in to the experience, & recording it as light entertainment.
A few hours later, I came to; I picked myself up & shuffled into the kitchen for water, hobbling on a large towel as all my carpets were brand new; after a few steps, I'd noticed I was squelching each time I put weight on one foot, blood was spurting-out of one of the wounds 6inches [as I was writing this draft, at 6:54am 24Nov'16, a siren went-off precisely at that last this is the shitehounds via the cortical modem effect they had a lot to hide]. I collapsed in the kitchen, vomiting, & aside from a fairly long psychological recovery period of 6mths or so, the wounds festered & didn't heal for at least 3mths. Ten days later, I was back in Darlington & for another couple of weeks that excruciating synthetic trigeminal neuralgia' started-up again to maintain the effects of the psychological damage; I can't thank those 2 parameds at Dr. Piper house enough for their genuine concern, & shocked disgust at Dr. Esednu.
As the shitehounds msg'ed me 10mths or so later, I'm "as hard as a rubber ball"; before too long, I was in the library looking for & finding answers; those sudden & coincidental referencing' noises (10's of thousands) became apophenics', causing ideas of reference', from a book on schizophrenia; their effects direct-to-the-brain, became microwave technologies, (embarrassed to say, from a single page from The Rough Guide to Conspiracy Theories', which led to pulse modulated extremely low frequency signals on a microwave carrier' & Tim Rifats writings, which were almost like reading my diary). So, the techniques & technologies suddenly began falling into place; this was before 2013 years end & there was a lot more to learn (eg. see Jack Gallant', Youtube, & consider it very much higher definition, realtime, portable, & a read-&-feed/feed-&-read system, & think of your dreams being choreographed, playing on your fears & indoctrinating you to stress you and to influence you very Inception' film, & there you have another 1 or 2% of the program').
The shitehounds used to threaten me with "Your mother won't live forever"; mum died in Aug2016, quite a long & horrible affair & leading to very many refs such as "incinerated/your mothers dead/orphan/ no more family/nothing to live for/gaol-shot-beaten/died of a heart attack during his sleep" & thousands more of the same stuff I've been getting for almost 5-&-a-half years now, awake, asleep, overt & subliminal/suggestive.
These ppl have said' to me, by apophenics', muscle twitches, neuralgic pain pulses, very sharp & painful sensations to face & eyes, tv pic/sound breaks & squawks & other means, thousands of times accumulatively, that they represent "law", "justice" & "democracy" that I've been "elected/voted" by them into this; you reading this, if you are to assume that I literally couldn't make this shit up (true), & this is just a % or 2 of what's happened & is still happening, then you make your own decisions about whether or not you'd have these ppl assuming to represent these things in your country today - & it'll only get worse with the spread of this technology all those trolls in cyber-space who bully people to death, & this is part of what's happening to me & I'm certain are some of the same ppl involved in this & using the same techniques you decide if these ppl who claim to act on your behalf are even fit to run a whelk stall on St. Helena, or not, let alone have power & organisation, the immunity of being Anonymous'(with the very active support & quarter mastering of blackstate & ordinary policing, a rogue & entirely unaccountable securitate') & the capabilities to literally torture people to death in Britain in the C.21 - remotely, to gloat over it, to record it as entertainment, & to consider themselves elevated far above all you know. This program has & will percolate down from the shitehounds thru' internet chatter & social media so that over time, more & more cases of ppl being bullied to death by wannabe & actual serial killers in competition with one another, to find susceptible victims to make their lives hell & then "drive" them to committing suicide by using quite sophisticated psychological techniques originally developed for the military; BBC3 had quite a good docu on cyber-bullying recently, & plain to see, a distinct psycho-sexual element to it, young & pretty victims, their grieving parents taunted later, for the kudos of being recognised as insanely cruel, in the peer-group these are the same people, the same techniques, the same deranged opportunist sado-narcissism-cum-self-loathing.
I was an ideal candidate for a progression from bullying schoolgirls to death; I lived alone (essential), had few friends & family, lived in a block of flats - & indeed was soon to be moving to another block to a new & refurbished flat; there were a few things this meant; that sound-making devices could be placed behind skirting boards & in window frames & under the bath towards those sudden & coincidental apophenic' referencing noises; my neighbours certainly directly opposite & above (Flats 16 & 23) were emplaced specifically for the program'; a flat in a block is ideal, as there are no cameras on the individual floors, and line-of-sight from only one or two other flats hence No.16 directly opposite; the flat above is for causing more loud apophenics and for my being followed around my own flat from above, because this is so easy to do, so easy to deny, & an allegation by me to ie. the police that this is what's happening is easy to paint as being delusional, which is precisely what happened the very first time I reported it. So many more psychological tricks & confusions' played, many of which were in a Derren Brown program, where he'd convinced a lad (early 20's) that he'd committed a murder at a weekend lecture (it starts with simple stuff, like an authority figure the lecturer, changing their top 1x half-way thru' a lecture, & someone changing their name from ie. Michael your' name, to ie. Sean/Shawn', with associations' behind the façade to further' it. Just directed mind game stuff, in their "personalised attack", based on 3yrs of chatlogs & probing for your background, beliefs, likes, dislikes, etc, anything that they can twist or refute, taunt & deny. Standard stuff really, having reverse-engineered over 5yrs of it.
They Call This Killing Softly'; 15April2013 Nov2016
After 18months of the programme' which started in Aug2011, on 15Ap2013 I was finally "driven" to attempting suicide if they don't get the diagnosis of insanity of you, & if you're not amenable to their indoctrinations & brainwashing', murder-by-suicide is the aim. My memory of this time is clear altho' or because it was an intensely painful experience, psychologically & physically those twin attack vectors of blackstate shitehound' torture-murderers. The agonies of the synthetic trigeminal neuralgia' had been going-on constantly at 6-12hrs/day (NHS docs say "up to 2minutes" for 180days/nights, & the psychological attacks constantly, including during sleep with dream choreographies & sleep learning', or hypnopaedia' stressing & indoctrinations, & the constant eyes- & ears-on with a sarcastic running commentary whilst I was awake, both at home & outdoors with the overt gang-stalking etc.
A month to a few days before 15Ap'13, I'd been calling the police about what was happening & I think the programme' was accelerated to a conclusion. One week before 15Ap, 2 things; 1) that it had come across my radio that the torture was being "Redlined"[as I was writing these draft notes, 21-11-'16, at 7:05am, a siren went-off precisely then]. This was a sleight of hand to create the impression of separate factions', hence muddying the waters; this was & is a common feature of the programme', voices/msgs' going over my head, to & fro. 2) A msg came across my tv to me, "Respect"; I took this, possibly wrongly, as an acknowledgement & cap doff' to, as they said, my being "resilient" in coping/rejecting the constant 360-degree' stressing-indoctrinating-schiz- training-traumatising scheme, but it was also the kiss of death. The TN' continued (to propagate the factions') unchanged for another 10-14days & sporadically for a month or so after that, at the same intensity-duration, but less frequently. I was also making arrangements to leave NuT & return home to Darlington, to the family' home, after 30years; this would have neutered' the program [wall tap 18-side 7:13am] as the vast bulk of the extremely overt psyche attack would've a) been very obvious, b) the set-up would've had to have been re-established in a new location c) my mother would've been subjected to many of the schiz- training' effects (tailored' tv/radio feed, coincidental' apophenics very much including very loud & sudden noises to create ideas of reference', ie. "Killed himself/rope/pills/train line/evil/the devil/was murdered/run-over" etc etc from tv/radio) & I strongly suspect drugs & poisons had been fed to me thru' the daily(?) home enterings & tainted foodstuffs I got a lot of notions' & msgs about my water supply being tainted/drugged, in mid & late 2012, & I'm getting those again, c) the Zersetzung tactics of psychological corrosion' moved stolen, broken & damaged items/foodstuffs with their "invisibility cloak" mind-game to account' for events that happened whilst I was asleep, such as furniture tipped over at the foot of my bed (just recently, Nov2016, since my mother died in Aug last, these "invisibility cloak" references have started again) d) a whole new crew' would need to be briefed' & emplaced.
The day of 15Ap2013 I woke feeling unusually leaden' & emotionally & psychologically compressed; it is exactly as tho' what Tim Rifat writes about, excitation potentials (or I think they're also called behavioural sets') were being used: "Particular excitation potential, is then broadcast by pulse modulated microwave transmitter. This pulse modulated microwave beam has the ELF excitation potential frequency imprinted upon it. It was found that each behavioural set in humans had a distinctive frequency. There was one for: anger, suicide, hysteria, trauma, serial killing, paranoia, lust...etc…. are routinely driven to commit suicide. having the excitation potential for suicide beamed into your brain day and night by microwave mind control weapons, soon resets the brain into a cycle of depression that spirals out of control ending in suicide. Many intelligence and technical officers in the UK, who have spilled the beans, or could be a potential leak, are driven to commit suicide by the special mind control teams run by MI5. If you look at the long list of UK military and intelligence experts who inexplicably commit suicide, one can see an underlying mind control logic that drives them to kill themselves." Microwave Mind Control'.. I am not a conspiracy theorist. I know a retired army psychologist, who, when I mentioned these excitation potentials, didn't bat an eyelid, accepting them as fact without hesitation, casually, even. I've previously mentioned the e-caffeine' & e-soporific' effects of waking/'sleeping' (deep, unresponsive trance-like torpor they used to do this to my cats; cats were used in the early experimentations I gather) in a moment; literally, these represent an on/off switch to the brain & therefore body with a more powerful signal than the brain ordinarily runs on, overriding/overwriting it.
I'd wandered aimlessly for a while & more-or-less made the decision. I returned home & collected informations that I thought relevant, writings, & mailed them to a copper in NuT who I'd had some dealings with, regarding the program', PC King 2392 ("king/King" had been a reference I'd had for a long time & very frequently; after talking with this fella, I'd been somewhat surprised to find it was, maybe coincidentally, his name).
I'd already had a lot of synthetic telepathy chats' (both cognitive whispers' & vocalised voices inside my head & mind & also coming thru' the hearing system itself microwave auditory effect) with these shitehounds, responding to their enguiltifying' & stressing/suggestive accusations & "bullying" etc., but the discussions I had that afternoon were full-on, lasting an hour or so. There were several people on the other end of the transmissions/brain-brain-interface, but it was one that I spoke most to, me vocalising out loud & getting the return direct into my mind; he claimed to be Ben', Ben Russell Everhart'/Lockmat/Lockmat666/Lucifer/24.224.219.65, a fella I thought I'd been cyber-buddies with for 2-3years, but it seems accents (his legend' was b.1987, New Jersey, living in Halifax, Nova Scotia), but it seems voice tone & accents don't come thru' the direct-to-mind received cognition, as opposed to the spoken vocalisation inside the head.
They wanted me dead, "I wish you'd never been born". I'd not taken any of the pills Dr. Esednu (Westmorland Rd Surgery)had supplied in bulk, after having immediately thrown 3quarters away, after counting them, there was a pause in the synthetic telepathy for a minute or two while he'd checked-up on the toxicity/lethality of what I had (about 30 Ibu & Co-prox). I was told that there wasn't a lethal dose there. I'd already had many "rope/hang" & very many other suicide refs for a year or so, & these started again more directly, or directedly'. For the next half hour or so, we'd argued about it, with them suggesting I get Paracetamol, & with me suggesting that they get it & leave them outside my door & knock once, when I'd pause before getting them. I refused to go out, & they refused to get them. There's a line of PR that they have for the V-manner' (volunteers that they control & direct), "Gandhi", clearly, "non-violent/ce", but it's just PR, they cause extreme physical pain for extended periods of time, & taunt, gloat & laugh in the face of their victim as it's happening, for such as the moaning noises that they make, & else I had a lot of this; then there's the poisoning, causing caustic & bloody piss, stripping-out the urinary system with clots & strings & lumps' of tissue & lining; they've done this to me twice, each lasting in the acute effect for 18-24hrs. I don't know how the poison/toxin was delivered, but I assume it was by contact, a doorbell or doorhandle, as the first time it happened, I was visiting. They torture-murder in detail & under a microscope to the point where the agonies of it break the mind & then by direction, the body; punching your heart thru' your chest from the inside is just one little trick they play. They're the most violent of all people - "We're worse than ISIL", they say. One element of the program' is the inculcation into the belief in the existence of paranormal phenomena', hence all their "malevolent gods/devil/ghosts" & "Cthulhu" refs that I'd had from soon after Aug2011; they use a cortical modem effect linked to a brain-brain-interface & brain-machine/computer(AI)-interface so it's a cheap trick; Chapter4 of book Cruel Britannia' is extremely good on how the structure & effects of the psychological attack is worked, very much including "the manipulation of stress & anxiety to induce artificial neuroses", following the works' of Alexander Kennedy et al., & the use of sleep learning' hypnopaedia' & more. From early-on, having a belief in science & a derision for gods, ghosts & wizards, I'd reasoned that the attacks were technology-based & in fact, a "man-machine-interface" even tho' I had no knowledge of such technologies; for this presumption, I got from the shitehounds "Sharpnose"; incidentally, I later learned that close to GCHQ's Bude, Cornwall base, there's a Sharpnose Point', & even before this, I'd sent a txt to the i-paper saying that I was under an "EM attack" electromagnetic.
[Docs like this take me at least several days to complete; the drafts, then just 1hr/day typing-up in the library (as they've broken both my computers this program indeed was specifically timed so that they'd have a brand new £1,000 pc to destroy, & much else, for maximum effect; I've nvr spent that on anything before), print, spell checks & corrections, all the while, monitored by the shitehounds 22Nov'16, 7:25pm, the 1[SUP]st[/SUP] neuralgic pain pulse of the day (uniquely, that it was so late in the day), to the right temple, precise to Channel4 News, "sedition", which is "the act of stirring-up rebellion against the government, state or monarch". These ppl are completely insane, or, in psychology, extreme authoritarians, & then some.]
It seems like a different world & a different time & place, their "Matrix" world, as they're so fond of saying. I'd suggested that I cut veins to increase the toxicity of the pills & this the shitehounds had quickly agreed to. Put a load of food & water out for my cats & a tin outside the front door as they knew I fed a stray outside each night, forlorn hope that. Made arrangements in the bathroom with the very strong sense of many eyes-on. I asked the walls' for the privacy to write my mum a note rejected, & as I wrote it regardless, a very loud stamp on the ceiling from No.23 above. As I prepared to do it, I could both hear and sense the excited shufflings, whispers & giggles of what I'd thought were about 30people, watching, as tho' I was in a Victorian style dissection theatre. I gagged with so many pills & bled heavily, in a minute going thru' extreme nausea, cold chills & to a wave of hot, prickly heat & slipped into unconsciousness to those sounds of the shitehounds, sneering & gloating at the spectacle (remember, I'm saying that they use a cortical modem they were both quite literally tuned-in to the experience, & recording it as light entertainment.
A few hours later, I came to; I picked myself up & shuffled into the kitchen for water, hobbling on a large towel as all my carpets were brand new; after a few steps, I'd noticed I was squelching each time I put weight on one foot, blood was spurting-out of one of the wounds 6inches [as I was writing this draft, at 6:54am 24Nov'16, a siren went-off precisely at that last this is the shitehounds via the cortical modem effect they had a lot to hide]. I collapsed in the kitchen, vomiting, & aside from a fairly long psychological recovery period of 6mths or so, the wounds festered & didn't heal for at least 3mths. Ten days later, I was back in Darlington & for another couple of weeks that excruciating synthetic trigeminal neuralgia' started-up again to maintain the effects of the psychological damage; I can't thank those 2 parameds at Dr. Piper house enough for their genuine concern, & shocked disgust at Dr. Esednu.
As the shitehounds msg'ed me 10mths or so later, I'm "as hard as a rubber ball"; before too long, I was in the library looking for & finding answers; those sudden & coincidental referencing' noises (10's of thousands) became apophenics', causing ideas of reference', from a book on schizophrenia; their effects direct-to-the-brain, became microwave technologies, (embarrassed to say, from a single page from The Rough Guide to Conspiracy Theories', which led to pulse modulated extremely low frequency signals on a microwave carrier' & Tim Rifats writings, which were almost like reading my diary). So, the techniques & technologies suddenly began falling into place; this was before 2013 years end & there was a lot more to learn (eg. see Jack Gallant', Youtube, & consider it very much higher definition, realtime, portable, & a read-&-feed/feed-&-read system, & think of your dreams being choreographed, playing on your fears & indoctrinating you to stress you and to influence you very Inception' film, & there you have another 1 or 2% of the program').
The shitehounds used to threaten me with "Your mother won't live forever"; mum died in Aug2016, quite a long & horrible affair & leading to very many refs such as "incinerated/your mothers dead/orphan/ no more family/nothing to live for/gaol-shot-beaten/died of a heart attack during his sleep" & thousands more of the same stuff I've been getting for almost 5-&-a-half years now, awake, asleep, overt & subliminal/suggestive.
These ppl have said' to me, by apophenics', muscle twitches, neuralgic pain pulses, very sharp & painful sensations to face & eyes, tv pic/sound breaks & squawks & other means, thousands of times accumulatively, that they represent "law", "justice" & "democracy" that I've been "elected/voted" by them into this; you reading this, if you are to assume that I literally couldn't make this shit up (true), & this is just a % or 2 of what's happened & is still happening, then you make your own decisions about whether or not you'd have these ppl assuming to represent these things in your country today - & it'll only get worse with the spread of this technology all those trolls in cyber-space who bully people to death, & this is part of what's happening to me & I'm certain are some of the same ppl involved in this & using the same techniques you decide if these ppl who claim to act on your behalf are even fit to run a whelk stall on St. Helena, or not, let alone have power & organisation, the immunity of being Anonymous'(with the very active support & quarter mastering of blackstate & ordinary policing, a rogue & entirely unaccountable securitate') & the capabilities to literally torture people to death in Britain in the C.21 - remotely, to gloat over it, to record it as entertainment, & to consider themselves elevated far above all you know. This program has & will percolate down from the shitehounds thru' internet chatter & social media so that over time, more & more cases of ppl being bullied to death by wannabe & actual serial killers in competition with one another, to find susceptible victims to make their lives hell & then "drive" them to committing suicide by using quite sophisticated psychological techniques originally developed for the military; BBC3 had quite a good docu on cyber-bullying recently, & plain to see, a distinct psycho-sexual element to it, young & pretty victims, their grieving parents taunted later, for the kudos of being recognised as insanely cruel, in the peer-group these are the same people, the same techniques, the same deranged opportunist sado-narcissism-cum-self-loathing.
I was an ideal candidate for a progression from bullying schoolgirls to death; I lived alone (essential), had few friends & family, lived in a block of flats - & indeed was soon to be moving to another block to a new & refurbished flat; there were a few things this meant; that sound-making devices could be placed behind skirting boards & in window frames & under the bath towards those sudden & coincidental apophenic' referencing noises; my neighbours certainly directly opposite & above (Flats 16 & 23) were emplaced specifically for the program'; a flat in a block is ideal, as there are no cameras on the individual floors, and line-of-sight from only one or two other flats hence No.16 directly opposite; the flat above is for causing more loud apophenics and for my being followed around my own flat from above, because this is so easy to do, so easy to deny, & an allegation by me to ie. the police that this is what's happening is easy to paint as being delusional, which is precisely what happened the very first time I reported it. So many more psychological tricks & confusions' played, many of which were in a Derren Brown program, where he'd convinced a lad (early 20's) that he'd committed a murder at a weekend lecture (it starts with simple stuff, like an authority figure the lecturer, changing their top 1x half-way thru' a lecture, & someone changing their name from ie. Michael your' name, to ie. Sean/Shawn', with associations' behind the façade to further' it. Just directed mind game stuff, in their "personalised attack", based on 3yrs of chatlogs & probing for your background, beliefs, likes, dislikes, etc, anything that they can twist or refute, taunt & deny. Standard stuff really, having reverse-engineered over 5yrs of it.
Martin Luther King - "Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere."
Albert Camus - "The only way to deal with an unfree world is to become so absolutely free that your very existence is an act of rebellion".
Douglas MacArthur — "Whoever said the pen is mightier than the sword obviously never encountered automatic weapons."
Albert Camus - "Nothing is more despicable than respect based on fear."
Albert Camus - "The only way to deal with an unfree world is to become so absolutely free that your very existence is an act of rebellion".
Douglas MacArthur — "Whoever said the pen is mightier than the sword obviously never encountered automatic weapons."
Albert Camus - "Nothing is more despicable than respect based on fear."