US/UK state brainwashing/torture/murder

[Michael Barwell]

This notion or impluse to violence coming from nowhere that i mentioned yesterday; I remembered I had something from Rifat on it from 2-3yrs ago. The underlining is mine & definate.

This plays to the 'programming/conditioning/msg'ing & ref'ing that I get alll the time from the shitehounds & has happened overall, quite alot; before 'the program' started, as I've mentioned, I'd be waking for a month & more to every single day, having cat vomit across new furniture, new carpets & across a brand new & really rather nice £300 rug, at which point after a while, I could get really very cross & after a hissy or 2 or 3, collapse in a bemused heap. The notions/impulses to punch someone I'm specifically engaged in a friendly & important/interesting conversation with is one of the gigs the shitehounds play for sure - it's not going to happen, but it does have a distracting element, & in fact, one of my friends I think may well've had it played on them, regards me (ok, we were a tad drunk & 'argueing', but it was very out of character for him & very sudden. I'm pretty sure he'd had other instances of it too: one time when i was off to his for the night in his car, he'd stopped over a bridge across the Tees and suggested I jump-in to clean-off: this is VERY pat-for-shitehound stuff - the "bridge", "jumping" into the "river" to "clean" myself, & all from nothing - again, no 'Genesis', no train of thought, simply a sudden 'drop-in', like the 'cognitive notion' has been "parachuted"-in from clear skys.

They used to subject my mum to their dream choreographies too, which I've mentioned before (raising the question [neuralgic - 1st of the day] of the implants if they're doing this willy-nilly); one that she absolutley insisted on telling me which "Was so incredibly vivid" (oh, & "vivid" is a ref, for some reason) - that she had a baby elephant which she loved so dearly, and despite anything she could say or do, people came to take it away, & she was heartbroken; VERY pat-for-shitehound there - 'Inception'.

But the thing about the zombie cops is surely precisely so.

Last night was curious- almost no refs 'til about 4-5am, when I noted it in my log, at which point the clicks to the right ear started-up as pretty much constant, continuing so 'til considerably after i went to bed, & starting again immediately i woke, at a frequency of up to several/second, & constant, to anything & everything & nothing at all.

If it's in your head, there's nothing at all to say it's yours.