27-09-2017, 08:00 PM
(This post was last modified: 28-09-2017, 09:47 PM by Scott Kaiser.)
Magda,
I thought about the many words you have shared with me over the years as long as I've been a member here, and though they are few, they are far more valuable than anyone has contributed.
Please allow me to make my thought specifically [clear] to anyone reading this, it is not about sympathy or compassion I seek but the truth. Magda, you have said, "gather what I can, and make of it what I will." I did, and there is much more work to be done. I feel in my soul you are a person of true nature, words and thought, unlike the many who prefer to say what they feel behind someone's back. People will always judge, even when the truth has slapped them in the face, I call them "critics."
I have never, ever claimed to be a researcher, historian or journalist. I don't know anyone who has worked for or at the ARRB. I'm not an author of any Best Seller or been recognized by Time Magazine, years ago that would've made my head swollen, today, I thank God I understand what humble means. I've debated the Best, and claimed my ego, in the end I have always disclosed what I learned, and at the end of the day, I know, it is, what it is. Although I had an analyst tell me I found a gold mine or hit the lotto in my discovery, it's not about hiding my information from anyone to keep their dirty paws from stealing. I've learned after the Best incident that if I were truly a humble person I should have never argued with Best about stealing my material, and give God praise that I, and I alone knew where that material came from, the truth is being told.
But, how he disrespected my father right off the bat by saying "if Kaiser is telling the truth" or something to that effect is what made me feel that he shouldn't of used any of the material even if it came from Liebengood, funny how Liebengood even "judges" as how everyone does, and he questions my father's credibility because of his appearance?
I had no idea that folks should dress nicely if they want to come off as being credible. In other words, they should dress in a three piece suite and tie. See, that's where I get confused. I always believed people dressed like that should have their credibility questioned?
What a shame!
If I did hit the lotto, if I did find a gold mine, then I'm sharing it with everyone, they may make of it what they will. I'm no longer beating a dead horse.
My job is done, I now know what happened to my father 40 plus years later, everything else was just an added bonus, thank you Lord!
It's odd how one name can led you to another, and another, until it's a dead end, a road that never ends, or the jackpot. I started with Edwin Kaiser and ended with Richard Poyle. I hit the jackpot, and now, everyone may share in the spoils of war.
I thought about the many words you have shared with me over the years as long as I've been a member here, and though they are few, they are far more valuable than anyone has contributed.
Please allow me to make my thought specifically [clear] to anyone reading this, it is not about sympathy or compassion I seek but the truth. Magda, you have said, "gather what I can, and make of it what I will." I did, and there is much more work to be done. I feel in my soul you are a person of true nature, words and thought, unlike the many who prefer to say what they feel behind someone's back. People will always judge, even when the truth has slapped them in the face, I call them "critics."
I have never, ever claimed to be a researcher, historian or journalist. I don't know anyone who has worked for or at the ARRB. I'm not an author of any Best Seller or been recognized by Time Magazine, years ago that would've made my head swollen, today, I thank God I understand what humble means. I've debated the Best, and claimed my ego, in the end I have always disclosed what I learned, and at the end of the day, I know, it is, what it is. Although I had an analyst tell me I found a gold mine or hit the lotto in my discovery, it's not about hiding my information from anyone to keep their dirty paws from stealing. I've learned after the Best incident that if I were truly a humble person I should have never argued with Best about stealing my material, and give God praise that I, and I alone knew where that material came from, the truth is being told.
But, how he disrespected my father right off the bat by saying "if Kaiser is telling the truth" or something to that effect is what made me feel that he shouldn't of used any of the material even if it came from Liebengood, funny how Liebengood even "judges" as how everyone does, and he questions my father's credibility because of his appearance?
I had no idea that folks should dress nicely if they want to come off as being credible. In other words, they should dress in a three piece suite and tie. See, that's where I get confused. I always believed people dressed like that should have their credibility questioned?
What a shame!
If I did hit the lotto, if I did find a gold mine, then I'm sharing it with everyone, they may make of it what they will. I'm no longer beating a dead horse.
My job is done, I now know what happened to my father 40 plus years later, everything else was just an added bonus, thank you Lord!
It's odd how one name can led you to another, and another, until it's a dead end, a road that never ends, or the jackpot. I started with Edwin Kaiser and ended with Richard Poyle. I hit the jackpot, and now, everyone may share in the spoils of war.