Brice Taylor: Thanks for the Memories

[Lauren Johnson]

I have a lot of respect for Walter Bowart and if he says he is inclined to believe her that would effect my thinking.

But my cynicism is, never-the-less, still operative. Seeing her as a hostess with Bob Hope doesn't make him to be her Monarch owner.

In the last analysis it comes dow to belief. Do you believe her or not.

Her references to Operation Monarch, Mark Phillips and Cathy O'Brien was a loud alarm bell for me.

I'm finishing up with this. A couple of things. You are aware that Sue Ford has broken off all ties to Phillips/O'Brien? Here is what she says, in case you did not read this book:

The CIA Lends a Hand? Tennessee Bound

But a breakthrough occurred. Ted Gunderson called to inform me that he had just heard from
another woman who lived across the nation, who had also sent him her memory work about being used
as a sex slave to Ronald Reagan. Although it was a terrifying time for me, it also was an amazing time of
discovery for all of us. Mark Phillips, her so-called therapist and deprogrammer flew across the nation
and told me that "Jimmy Carter's people" had called him in an attempt to stop him from meeting with
me. I flew Mark and Cathy O'Brien to California to meet with me for the first time and I put on a seminar
where they were the featured speakers. Mark Phillips knew all about my programming. Looking back on
it now, he seemed to know way too much. He asked me if I had "a twin sister who was two inches shorter
than me." This was a very powerful key and code into the programming of my "inner twin sister,"
Sharon, and this seemingly simple statement controlled my body in a very intimate way from the
outside, showing me while in normal consciousness that I was indeed a robot, and not in control of my
own body. Shortly after Mark and Cathy's arrival and seminar, a series of events occurred including an
accident and ensuing hospitalization of the person that was living with me as my safe person. Mark
Phillips explained that I was not safe in California and once again I ended up running. I paid to fly Mark,
Cathy and I back to his mother's home in Charlotte, Tennessee where we began my process of what we
then called "deprogramming."

Several weeks later, with nearly 10 years of recovery behind me, this so-called "retired?!" CIA
operative made dramatic changes in his living arrangements just to "help me deprogram." After
relocating across the country, to a home in Arab, Alabama where I paid all domestic expenses for the
three of us, a large sum of money for traveling expenses for both he, his girlfriend Cathy, and myself, and
a large 'consulting fee,' this renegade CIA operative read my lengthy journal entries daily for a year and a
half and agreed that in his own words, "the memory work contains absolute elements of fact laced with
verifiable details." But one and one-half years, forty-two journals, and $50,000+ traveling and living
expenses later, Mark Phillips informed me that nothing had ever happened to me ...nothing what-so-
ever!

Cathy O'Brien said, "Well, you should be happy that nothing happened and that your children
have not been abused!" I couldn't believe she was saying that, after all the common details of our
histories we had shared.

I was devastated and went to bed and could not eat for three days and remained
noncommunicative and totally subdued for nearly a month afterwards. After all this time of intensely
focused attention on my history, Mark informed me that I had never even been abused, and that I just
had a big imagination. But, he had seemed to appreciate that I was around to cover all of his expenses.
I suspect that Mark is some kind of "containment agent" who is being directed through his
"handlers" whose motivations ultimately serve the New World Order. Through his containment
expertise, the information I have conveyed to you in this book you are now reading was delayed in
reaching you by nearly seven years. After I moved, I found out that Mark had initially told Walter Bowart
(author of Operation Mind Control and eyewitness to my use with Bob Hope in Palm Springs) that I was
schizophrenic, and since then, I have uncovered a string of lies he told others in an attempt to discredit
me.

I also reconnected with another Kissinger survivor that Mark Phillips had worked with for a time. Mark Phillips told her the same thing he told me - "THIS NEVER HAPPENED TO YOU!" With my trust shattered, Ted Gunderson, Catherine Gould, Margaret Paul, Walter Bowart and many others supported me in what I knew to be the truth of my life. I left that home where I had paid all expenses for Mark Phillips and Cathy O'Brien and went to live in Carbondale, Illinois. I had a slower pace there and life was sweet while the situation lasted. It was a time of rest and recuperation as the final integration I had achieved in 1996, solidified into even greater strength and unification while I remained safe. (pp293-4)

Another ritual abuse survivor Katherine Sullivan lends more possible light on Sue Ford (Brice Taylor) in this link where she says: I am the woman Brice Taylor mentioned as also having been lied to and more by Mark Phillips. She describes her mixed feelings about her. But she is absolutely convinced that Phillips and O'Brien are fabulists and that Phillips is still very much in the company. She suspects that David Icke was in it with them as well. In fact, it made sick just describing how the three of them made her feel. It's a long narrative.

At any rate, this is all a very dirty house of mirrors. Yes, I think Sue Ford is telling the truth, as she remembers it. There is the rub. She may be under a mind control program that causes her to inflate her memories, or she has been told to add some elements into her story that would make her seem not credible. And she would do this in order to keep herself and her family alive. Conjecture. I am sad to even think that even a small portion of what these women say is true.

Could it be that most of it is one big male fantasy that women can be programmed to just want to please them with no consequences? Just watch any number of TV commercials depicting glorious beautiful women getting all excited about beer or cars -- brainless women who can be made to do what ever you desire.

Yes. I think she is telling the truth while still suffering from the fog of a personal war for her survival.

EDIT: Kathleen Sullivan says this about Kathy O'Brien:

3) I'm convinced that the greatest source of danger lies in certain people from my past. I know from personal experience that some of them are vicious, totally paranoid, and vengeful. I believe that Cathy O'Brien is alive because she is being used by handlers as a lure and as an unwitting conduit for disinfo. This makes her more of an asset to them, than a liability. I am very concerned about her safety, however, should she ever stop cooperating with the wrong folks.

Enough. Leaving the Hall of Mirrors. In closing, this: